youâre hungry. Youâve been in an accident, and youâve had a number of shocks. Itâs a matter of keeping your blood sugar level. Eat this.â
I dutifully opened the sandwich and put it in my mouth. He made me a cup of very sugary and milky instant coffee.
âNow what?â Boo asked.
âTriage,â he said. âWe have three missing people, but not in the traditional sense. Rory is missing, but obviously we know where she is. Stephen is missing, but his case is . . . complicated. Charlotte, however, is missing in the most immediate and obvious sense. Charlotte is actively in danger and needs to be found. The Met is in charge of that, but there are problems. As far as the police know, Charlotte left Wexford of her own accord, which is true. The next piece of evidence is that you, Rory, found her school blazer, damp, in the hall of Janeâs house that same morning. And then Jane told you that she had taken Charlotte away to the country. None of your statements can go into the report. Many aspects of this entire affair connect directly to the existence of the squad, which is covered by the Official Secrets Act. So that lead cannot be reportedâat least, not as it really happened. Iâve already put in a call to one of my contacts and had him pose as a witness and say he saw Charlotte going into the house. Itâs the best I could do, and at least it points the investigation in the right direction. Right now, Roryâs disappearance and Charlotteâs are being conflated into one event, which will disrupt and confuse the search. So, the first thing we are going to do is remove you from that search.â
âHow?â I asked.
âYou are going to call your parents. Youâll tell them that you are fine, that you left school of your own accord. At the very least, the search will then focus on one missing girl, not two. If they ask about Charlotte, be truthful and say you donât know where she is. The conversation will be short.â
I wasnât ready for this particular instruction.
âI canât.â
âThen I turn you in, right now. Youâll be with your parents within the hour.â
Thorpe walked around the bar and into the living room space, to a desk by a window. He opened a box on one of the top shelves and produced a cell phone, which he placed in my hand.
âThis will trace back to a public telephone,â he said. âWhen they ask where you are, and they will, you say youâre somewhere safe. Then you tell them youâll be in touch, that they shouldnât worry, whatever you like, and then you hang up. Keep it brief.â
I turned to Boo, as if she could help me with this, but she looked down and traced one of her long green nails along the granite.
âThe number . . . I canât remember.â
âI have the number.â He took out his own phone and flicked through a few screens, then dialed the phone for me, handing it back. All I had to do was hit Call.
âI realize this has not been a good day,â he said. âThis isnât easy. You still need to do it if you intend to remain and find Stephen, and if you want to help Charlotte get to safety. This is not about your feelings. This is about what needs to happen.â
I guess I pressed Call? It was like I twitched and the phone was ringing, and my father answered just as the first ring had gone. So fast. Everything happened so fast.
âHello? Who is this?â
His accent, like mine, was thick and warm and Southern.
âHello?â he said again.
âItâs me, Dad,â I said. My voice was nothingâa broken little noise, born of nowhere.
A pause.
âRory?
Rory
? Is that you? Rory?â
I didnât want to hear him say my name so many times.
I thought about Stephen on the bed, eyes closed. The lights bursting and windows breaking.
âYes,â I said.
âWhere are you? Are you okay?â