overtakes him. He pounds on the window with both fists.
They turn, surprise then alarm on their faces. Before they can jump up, Zachary is through the door, past the group of people at the cash register waiting for a table.
His fists cut the air as he strides up to their table. His head feels ready to explode. He can feel the blood pulsing at his temples. He glares at them, his eyes moving from Cardoza, to the baby, to the woman.
He opens his mouth to speakâand stops. He suddenly feels like a balloon deflating. He can feel the air whoosh from his lungs, feel his whole body sinking ⦠shrinking.
He lowers his fists. His breathing slows. Finally, Zachary finds his voice. âI made you up, didnât I,â he says softly.
They both nod, faces blank.
âI made you both up. Youâre not real,â Zachary repeats.
âYes,â she answers in a whisper. âYou imagined us.â
âYouâre in my mind. Youâre a fairy tale. Youâre not really here.â Zachary murmurs.
They watch him expectantly. She holds the baby against her shoulder, her eyes, unblinking, on Zachary.
âI imagined you,â he says. âAnd if I shut my eyes â¦â
He doesnât wait for them to respond. He shuts his eyes.
And when he opens them, he sees facesâunfamiliar facesâstaring down at him. Faces hovering over him, features tensed, as if theyâve been waiting for him to do or say something.
Heâs lying on his back. He raises his head. âWhere am I?â he asks.
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âWe put you in this room, Dr. Striver,â a chocolate-skinned woman in a pale green uniform replies. Her curly white hair pokes out from her nurseâs cap. âWe thought youâd be comfortable here.â
He nods and settles his head back on the pillow where it had been resting. Cardoza and Rumpelstiltskin linger in his mind.
A woman bumps the nurse out of her way. Her face hovers above his, her eyes disapproving, cheeks wet with tears. âYou did it again, Howard,â Debra, his wife, says. âI ⦠donât understand. Can you explain it to me? Is living inside your own mind so much better than being with me?â
âNo,â he replies quickly. He reaches for her but she eludes his arms. The tears glisten on her cheeks. She makes no attempt to rub them away.
âHow long have I been out?â he asks.
âTwo days,â Debra says. âBut we had no way of knowing how long you would be away this time.â Before he can reply, she continues. âWhy do you keep doing this, Howard? Retreating into your own mind. Youâre trying to escape from me. Just admit it.â
âNo,â he says again. âNo. Really.â He pulls himself up to a sitting position. He gazes at the doctors and nurses who have retreated to the walls so that Debra can confront him. âThe baby,â he says to her. âIs the baby okay?â
She narrows her dark eyes at him. âHoward, we donât have a baby. Whatâs wrong with you?â
Heâs trying to get clear. He has to sort things out before he can assure Debra, before he can win her back. âWhat about my book?â he asks.
She shakes her head. âYou keep threatening to write a book about your discoveries. But youâll never have time to write if you keep disappearing into your own mind.â
He nods. Heâs starting to feel stronger. He takes her hand and squeezes it tenderly. âIâm ready to make a new start, Debra. Iâll try not to escape again. I promise. Letâs make this a new beginning. Part two of our lives. The sequel. Yes, letâs start the sequel today.â
She eyes him doubtfully, but she doesnât let go of his hand.
âDr. Striver,â the white-haired nurse interrupts. âThose men from the Pentagon have been waiting for two days.â
He scratches his head. âWhat do they want?â
âRemember? They want to