when she invited other men into her apartment? If Emily were Mattâs girlfriend, she wouldnât be hanging out with other men. And she wouldnât be living in a matchbox. She would have the best of everythingâanything her heart desired.
If she were his girlfriend?
Where the hell had that come from? As unfit as this Alex guy was for Emily, Matt was no more properly suited. God only knows where heâd squeeze her into his schedule.
His cell phone rang and Matt checked the display, cursing under his breath. His lawyer. He was awaiting information on the code-violation issue. This could be either really good or really bad news.
âI have to take this.â
He answered the phone, and, as heâd expected, it wasnât what he wanted to hear. The violation was legitimate, and their only recourse at this time would be to meet the inspectorâs demands, or file a lawsuit against the city. Suing Chapel would guaranty the restaurantâs failure.
Emily made an impatient noise beside him and Matt had the feeling she wasnât thrilled with the interruption. Now was not the time to be getting on her bad side. Though it was against every principle of business heâd learned, he told his lawyer heâd call him back later, shut the phone off and hooked it back on his belt.
âSorry about that,â he said.
âSo, Conway.â Emily twisted the top off her beer. âYouâve got me here. What do you want?â
âWhat do you mean?â
She took a bite of her pizza and washed it down with a swallow of beer. âAfter eleven years and noword from you, there has to a reason why youâve suddenly popped back into my life.â
Heâd thought heâd be able to flub his way through this and skirt around the truth. She never had been one to sit back and let life happen around her. He should have known she would come right out and bluntly ask him what he was up to. He should have expected it.
âIâm reconnecting,â he said, which wasnât completely untrue. âThe relationships Iâve been finding myself in lately have beenâ¦unsatisfying.â
âWhatâs wrong, the California girls arenât putting out? Or have you slept with them all already?â
âNo, there are a few Iâve yet to violate.â Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the edge of her mouth lift. âBy unsatisfying, I mean shallow.â
âSo what, you expected to come back and just pick up where you left off?â
âThat was sort of the plan. Iâd like us to be friends, Emily.â
She made a huffing sound. âIâm not crazy about your definition of friendship, Conway.â
âLook, I know I should have kept in touch. You probably wonât believe this, but I never wanted to hurt you.â
âBut you did.â
The accusation felt like a knife in his gut. He pushed his plate away, his appetite a memory. âPeople make mistakes. You could cut me a little slack.â The second the words were out, when her eyes turned stone-cold, he knew it was a mistake.
She got up and walked to the door, pulled it open and motioned outside. âGoodbye.â
âYouâre kicking me out?â
âI said you could stay for dinner. And I donât know about you, but Iâve lost my appetite.â
He rose from the love seat, balling his napkin and tossing it onto the table. âYou were never one to play games, Emily.â
âIâm not the one playing games, Conway.â
He had a lot of nerve, coming here, manipulating her, then accusing her of playing games. He wanted her to cut him some slack. She wasnât the one whoâd stopped writing, stopped calling. She wasnât the one whoâd stayed away for eleven years.
She opened the door wider.
âIs this your way of saying you donât want to be friends?â
âI was your friend. Thatâs one mistake I wonât be making