at her friend, shaking her head. Strange, she barely knew Jed anymore. Heâd seemed like a god when theyâd been kids. Sheâd seen him at her grandmotherâs funeral, where heâd been reserved but kind, but sheâd felt so bereft that sheâd barely noticed anyone. Heâd said the right things, though. While everyone else had been telling her what a good and long life her grandmother had lived, he had simply said that he knew how she would miss her gran, and that losing someone hurt, no matter how old theyâd been, even if knowing theyâd had a long life and lived it well eventually helped with the healing process.
He would know, she thought, having lost his wife when she was only twenty-five.
âHey, there, you two,â she said, pleased, as she opened the door. Dan and Mike had come together. They were just a year apart and had often been taken for twins, they were so much alike. Dan had half an inch over his older brotherâs height of six two, but they both had the deep red hair that seemed to run with an unbridled strength in the family, and the warm hazel eyes that had been Granâs. Her own were blueâher fatherâs eyes.
âWelcome home, little cutie,â Dan said, stepping in and giving her a hug.
âLittle? Sheâs five ten, if sheâs an inch,â Michael said, shaking his head as he followed his brother inside. They loved to tease her about her height. It had started when she reached her current max in eighth grade and never stopped.
âHa, ha, love you, too,â she said, accepting a hug from Michael in turn. They were both good-looking and always had been. She peered past them to the porch, then stared at them, puzzled.
âWhat, no dates?â
âAna told us it was family night,â Dan said, grinning.
âHey, thereâs a real little bit,â Michael said, catching hold of Ana and lifting her up for a hug. She really was tinyâfive feet evenâand they loved to tease her, too.
âPut me down,â Ana commanded, then swung on Daniel. âAnd donât you even think about it.â
âIâm innocent,â Dan said.
âLike hell,â Ana muttered, but she gave him a grin. Adulthood had taken them in different directions, but it didnât matter. A bond had been formed when they were young, when this house, and Gran, brought them together, and it had never been broken.
Only Jed Braden had been on the outside, Christina thought. A year older than Michael, two years older than Dan. And somehow different, set apart. Maybe it had been his determination to go into the service. Not because he longed to go to war, but because he wanted the benefits to get through college. Heâd been gone a lot once he joined up, and then heâd gotten married in a beautiful ceremony to the gorgeous, gentle Margaritte. Heâd drawn even further away from them after that, shouldering increasing responsibility by becoming a cop and then a detective.
And then a widower and famous but semireclusive writer.
She shook off thoughts of Jed. It felt slightly uncomfortable somehow, seeing him again.
Maybe because they seemed to meet all too frequently at funerals.
âHey,â she said cheerfully, realizing that her cousins were staring at her, waiting for her to speak. She offered a huge smile. âI admit I hadnât really planned to entertain strangers tonight, but you guys could have brought the current loves of your lives,â Christina told them.
âI have no love in my life,â Dan said with a feigned mourning note in his voice.
âI want no love in my life,â Mike said, and his tone was sharper. Heâd been married once, and his divorce hadnât been a pleasant one, though he had dated since.
âWell, Tony from next door is coming, and heâs bringing Ilona, the girl we met at the funeral. They live together,â Christina told them. âSo come on. The