the wounded, even before the soldiers had stopped hunting the people who escaped the Hotchkiss guns. A young girl with her whole life ahead of her, completely blameless. You and your father were kindâ¦and so courageous.â
The contact with his hard chest was making her knees weak. She bit her lower lip, trying to regain some sort of control over her wandering senses. Her hands pressed gently into the silky stuff of his vest.
âThis isâ¦unconventional.â
âWorking as a nurse isnât?â
She punched him in the ribs. âDonât you start. I get enough guff from those old ladies in there.â She scanned the dark windows of the boardinghouse. Did a curtain move?
âTheyâre probably clutching the windowsills, dying to see what happens next.â
âWhat happens next is that you let go of me so that I can get in out of the cold,â Tess said with far more confidence than she felt. Her reaction to Mattâs closeness was surprising and a little frightening. She hadnât thought herself vulnerable to any manâs touch.
His lean, strong hands moved down to her tiny waist and rested there while he continued to look intently at her.
âYou arenât like any other women Iâve ever known,â he said after a long, breathless silence.
âDo you know a lot of women in Chicago who shoot bows and speak Sioux?â
He shook her gently. âBe serious.â
âI donât dare.â She laughed. âI haveâ¦I have my life planned. I intend to devote it to the womenâs movement.â
âTotally?â
She fidgeted in his grasp. âYes.â
âHave they convinced you that men are superfluous? Or, perhaps, suitable only for the purpose of breeding?â
âMatt!â
âDonât look so outraged. Iâve heard members of the womenâs rights groups say such things. Like the mythical Amazons, they feel that men are good for only one purpose, and that marriage is the first step to feminine slavery.â
âIt is,â she said vehemently. âLook around you. Most married women have a child a year. Theyâre considered loose if they work outside the home. They must bend to the husbandâs will without thought of their own comfort or safety. There is nothing to stop a man from beating his wife and children, from gambling away all they own, from drinking from dawn till duskâ¦. Oh, Matt, canât you see the terror of this from a womanâs point of view, even a little?â
âOf course I can,â he replied honestly. âBut you speak of exceptions, not the rule. Remember, Tess, change is a slow thing in a large society.â
âIt wonât happen by itself.â
âI agree. But I also feel that it canât be forced in any drastic fashion. Such as,â he continued coldly, âtaking children away from their parents on the reservations and sending them away to government schools, making it illegal forthem to speak their own languageââ he paused, smiling now ââeven making it illegal to wear their hair long.â
Her hands itched to touch his hair, as she had only once, in the early days of their relationship, when he was teaching her the bow. She searched his dark eyes, a question in her own. âDo you miss the old days?â
He laughed shortly and let her go. âHow can I miss something so primitive? Can you really see me in buckskins speaking pidgin English?â
She shook her head. âNo, not you,â she said. âYouâd be in a warbonnet, painted, on horseback, a bow in hand.â
He averted his head. âIâll be late. I have to go.â
âMatt, for heavenâs sake, you arenât ashamed of your heritage?â
âGood night, Tess. Donât go out alone. Itâs dangerous.â
He strode away without a single look over his shoulder. Tess stood and watched him for a moment, shivering in the