to point up, you drag the front foot up, which causes the skateboard to drag up and get higher. You lift your back foot and eventually stop the drag while the skateboard stops rising. The back rises up to the same level as the other side of the skateboard. Then you land on all four wheels, rolling away. âAlex
⢠Nicole and I were BFF since grade school, but now that weâre at Screech Neck High sheâs gone all tech-nerd on me and I canât understand a word sheâs saying. Last week she got this seriously tricked-out iPhone that makes everyoneâs eyes bug out. Itâs not that Iâd like an iPhone like that myself, but Iâd really like hers to break. âSophia
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You never know what you can do until you do it. Then again, you also never know what you shouldnât do until you do that. For instance, the moment I finished writing my Crave, even if I didnât believe in magic, I actually felt good about it. It was an honest, fearless expression of my feelings of alienation, a cry for help from my fellow man. Maybe it would even make people be nicer to me.
Seconds later, though, when it was posted on the board, I felt like a jerk. What was I thinking? Everyone who already hated me would laugh their asses off when they read itâJuvenile Delinquent Dunne doing the sensitive New Age guy thing.
Crap.
I even tried hiding my head under my overshirt as I made my way out of the Screech Neck Public Library, where Iâd used the computer. Probably no one would have noticed if Iâd just walked out, but because of the funny way I was moving, everyone stared.
Almost everyone. Ethan Skinson was at one of the terminals, straight-backed, shoelaces shining. It was surprising to see someone like him stuck at a public computer. I figured heâd have his own rig.
I didnât say hi because, well, I was trying to hide, but past that, I wasnât sure whether to call him Ethan or Mr. Skinson or My Crave Master. He was too busy to notice me anyway, probably reading my post and struggling to hold back the laughter.
As the days passed, though, the mockery I feared never materialized. Not everyone knew about the message board, I guess, and those who did had their own Craves to feel uncomfortable about. They rat me out, I rat them out. Mutually assured destruction. Like we all had nukes.
It did score me points with Vicky. She not only called it âbrave,â but by Wednesday, she had agreed to have a meal with me. Yeah, it was lunch, during school hours, and in the cafeteria, but it was a start. At least I thought it was a start.
After weâd loaded up our Styrofoam trays with steaming heaps of God-knows-what, instead of finding a quiet spot to chat, she led us right next to the table traditionally occupied by our b-ball team, the Screech Neck Basket Cases (I know . . . I didnât name them). They were hooting and carrying on as if they hadnât lost every single game theyâd played. I guess you could chalk that up to the lack of a gym, but really, they just sucked. And they were loud. I could barely think, let alone talk.
âGet together after school?â I shouted at Vicky as one ofthe players leaped up on the table and poured some soda on his screaming teammate.
âWhat?â she said, holding a hand to her ear. This week her fingernails had little rainbows on them. With her fingers all together against her head, they made a multicolored wavy line.
Annoyed, I tried to stab a soggy french fry with my spork. Damn spud was so springy, the tines kept bouncing off. Then the cheap spork snapped. Fed up, I grabbed a pen and paper from my notebook and wrote in nice block letters:
DO YOU WANT TO GO OUT TOGETHER AFTER SCHOOL?
I held it up for her to read.
âOh,â she said. âNot today, sorry! Iâm hanging campaign posters!â
I scratched that out and wrote:
HOW ABOUT I HELP U?
âUh . . . you donât have to do that! Itâs very,
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