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That is, she was looking in his direction, but her eyes were expressionless, blank. He considered whether to return her look, to see what expression would emerge when she realised what he was doing, but he dropped the idea. What was her name? Rakel, wasn’t it?

5
Palace Gardens. 5 October 1999.
    ‘A RE YOU DEAD ?’
    The old man opened his eyes and saw the outline of a head standing over him, but the face merged into a corona of white light. Was it her? Had she come to collect him already?
    ‘Are you dead?’ the bright voice repeated.
    He didn’t answer because he didn’t know whether his eyes were open or he was simply dreaming. Or, as the voice asked him, if he was dead.
    ‘What’s your name?’
    The head moved and he saw the tips of trees and blue sky. He had been dreaming. Something in a poem. German bombers are overhead . Nordahl Grieg. The King fleeing to England. His pupils began to adjust to the light again and he remembered he had sat down on the grass in the Palace Gardens to rest. He must have fallen asleep. A little boy crouched beside him and a pair of brown eyes looked at him from under a black fringe.
    ‘My name’s Ali,’ the boy said.
    A Pakistani boy? He had a strange, turned-up nose.
    ‘Ali means God,’ the boy said. ‘What does your name mean?’
    ‘My name’s Daniel,’ the old man said with a smile. ‘It’s a name from the Bible. It means “God is my judge”.’
    The boy looked at him.
    ‘So, you’re Daniel?’
    ‘Yes,’ the man said.
    The boy didn’t take his eyes off him and the old man felt disconcerted. Perhaps the young boy thought he was homeless as he was lying there fully clothed, using his woollen coat as a rug in the hot sun.
    ‘Where’s your mother?’ he asked, to avoid the boy’s probing stare.
    ‘Over there.’ The boy turned and pointed.
    Two robust, dark-skinned women were sitting on the grass some distance away. Four children were frolicking around them, laughing.
    ‘Then I’m the judge of you, I am,’ the boy said.
    ‘What?’
    ‘Ali is God, isn’t he? And God is the judge of Daniel. And my name’s Ali and you’re —’
    The old man had stuck out his hand and tweaked Ali’s nose. The boy squealed with delight. He saw the heads of the two women turn; one was getting to her feet so he let go.
    ‘Your mother, Ali,’ he said, motioning with his head in the direction of the approaching woman.
    ‘Mummy!’ the boy shouted. ‘Look, I’m the judge of that man.’
    The woman shouted to the boy in Urdu. The old man smiled, but the woman shunned him and looked sternly at her son, who finally obeyed and padded over to her. When they turned, her gaze swept across and past him as if he were invisible. He wanted to explain to her that he was not a bum, to tell her he’d had a hand in shaping society. He had invested in it, in spades, given everything he had until there was no more to give, apart from giving way, giving in, giving up. But he was unable to do that, he was tired and simply wanted to go home. Rest, then he would see. It was time some others paid.
    He didn’t hear the little boy shouting after him as he was leaving.

6
Police HQ, Grønland. 9 October 1999.
    ELLEN GJELTEN LOOKED UP AT THE MAN WHO BURST through the door.
    ‘Good morning, Harry.’
    ‘Fuck!’
    Harry kicked the waste-paper basket beside his desk and it smashed into the wall next to Ellen’s chair and rolled across the linoleum floor, spreading its contents everywhere: discarded attempts at reports (the Ekeberg killing); an empty pack of twenty cigarettes (Camel, tax free sticker); a green Go’morn yoghurt pot; Dagsavisen ; a used cinema ticket ( Filmteateret : Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas ); a used pools coupon; a music magazine ( MOJO , no. 69, February 1999, with a picture of Queen on the cover); a bottle of Coke (plastic, half-litre); and a yellow Post-it with a phone number he had considered ringing for a while.
    Ellen looked up from her PC and studied the contents of the