âWonder what Mom and Dad are doing.â Of course, she could probably turn on CNN, or check the Internet, and find out, in due course.
âTheyâre probably at a church supper,â Trudy said, washing the salad bowl. âAnd your motherâs getting ready to make a speech.â
âProbably,â Meg said, and resisted the impulse to put the pan away harder than necessary.
Which Trudy, predictably, noticed.
âYou know, Meg,â she said, âif you need someone toââ
Meg shook her head. âI donât. I mean, thanks, anyway, but I really donât.â She closed the cupboard. Very quietly. âYou think I ought to go see what Steven and Neal are doing?â
Trudy nodded. âWeâre almost finished here, anyway.â
Hearing the television, Meg went into the den, where Steven was sprawled on the couch, a New England Patriots notebook next to him.
âYou do your homework?â she askedâand immediately regretted it.
âNope,â he said.
Oh. âAre you going to?â she asked.
âNope,â he said.
Well, okay. Not much she could do about that. So, she sat down next to him. âWhat is this?â she asked, as she watched two cars crash, rolling down an embankment and exploding into fire.
âItâs boring,â he said.
They sat there quietly for a minute, as two of the police cars responding to the violent crash also slammed into each other, although only one of them blew up.
âWhereâs Neal?â she asked.
âDunno,â he said. âHe went upstairs.â
Hmmm. âIs he okay?â Meg asked.
Steven shrugged. âGuess so. Didnât ask.â
âWell, maybe Iâll go see what heâs doing.â She reached over to rumple his hair. âWhy donât you watch something more cheerful?â
Steven shrugged again.
Jesus. Did her parents realize that two of their children were spending a good chunk of their time moping around these days? âOkay. Be back in a while,â she said.
She went upstairs and found Nealâs bedroom door closedâwhich, since her family was big on privacy, wasnât shocking, but it
still bothered her, in this particular case. The light was on, so she knocked.
âWhat,â Neal said.
Make that three children moping. âCan I come in?â she asked.
He mumbled something, and she opened the door to see him sitting up on the bed, looking very small and very sad.
âWhatâs wrong?â she asked. Which was stupid, since she knew quite well what was wrong. âAre you okay?â
He shook his head.
âAre you sick?â she asked uneasily. When Neal was upset, it tended to have a bad effect on his stomach.
âNo,â he said.
âOkay. I mean, thatâs good.â She started to put her hands in her pockets before remembering that she had on sweatpants. âCan I keep you company?â
He shrugged, and she climbed onto the bed, sitting up next to him.
âYouâve been pretty quiet tonight,â she said. âYou sure you arenât sick?â
He nodded.
âItâs hard, having them away,â she said.
He nodded, and moved closer, which was a signal for her to put her arm around himâwhich she did.
âHeâll be home tomorrow,â Meg said.
Neal nodded.
âAnd maybe sheâll come home in a few days, too,â she said.
âNo, she wonât.â He burrowed closer. âShe never does.â
It was hard to argue with that. âWell, she canât help it,â Meg said. âShe has to campaign.â
He shook his head, and she could tell by the trembling in his shoulders that he was crying.
âCome on, Neal, donât. Please, donât.â She hated it when he criedâshe never knew what to do. âDonât, okay?â
âHow,â he was trying to stop the tears, but not succeeding very well, âhow can she be away if
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