breath and then started to climb. Slowly, carefully, deliberately. I made sure that I always had one hand firmly gripping the ropes before I moved the other hand. Always had one foot firmlyanchored on one step before I moved my other foot up to the next. Hand over hand I inched upward.
The wind was getting stronger and the sound of the sails flapping in the breeze became louder in my ears. The boat pitched and I felt a rush of fear race through my body. I gripped the rigging as if my life depended on it ⦠after all, my life did depend on it.
I looked down through the ropes, frozen in place. Were the seas suddenly getting rougher, or was it just that I was climbing higher and that made it feel like the swells were getting bigger?
Far below was the deck. If I lost my grip and fell Iâd be killed instantly. Iâd break my neck. But if I started to fall and then pushed off, maybe I could clear the deck and hit the water instead. I could survive if I hit the water. Of course, if nobody saw me fall into the water Iâd drown ⦠no, Iâd probably freeze to death first. I drove that thought out of my head. I wasnât going to fall. But I couldnât stay where I was forever. Up or down? No, there was no choice. I wasnât going down. If I went back down now I was finished as a seaman and I might as well go back down to the galley and learn to cook.
I took a deep breath. I had to think about what I had to do, think about climbing up. I unhooked my left hand and reached up to the next rung. I pulled myself up. I gripped the rope tightly and moved my right hand up, stepping up to the next rung. Rung byrung, hand over hand, I was climbing. I looked up. I was practically there.
âWho is that?â Captain Bartlettâs voice came down from above.
âItâs me, Capân ⦠Danny.â
âDanny, what are ya doinâ cominâ up here?â
âBringinâ your supper, sir.â
âGood. Iâm hungry as a bear.â
I climbed up the final few rungs until my head was level with the top of the barrel of the crowâs nest. Captain Bartlett reached out and offered me his hand. I took it and I was yanked up and pulled right into the barrel! Still holding me in a vise-like grip he plopped me down and my feet hit the bottom.
âThought Iâd give ya a little helpinâ hand,â he said. âNow, how about givinâ me my supper?â
âSure, of course, sir.â I pulled the bag off my shoulder and handed it to the Captain.
He reached inside and pulled out a big sandwich. âWas hopinâ for somethinâ hot, but I knew that wasnât goinâ to be happeninâ as I saw ya start to climb.â
I gave him a questioning look.
âSpeed ya was travellinâ it was goinâ be cold by the time I got it no matter how hot it was when it left the galley.â He chuckled. âOne point there I thought Iâd have ta come on down anâ shake ya awake.â
âI was just beinâ careful.â
âCareful is good.â He took a big bite from his sandwich and then reached into the bag and removed a clear glass bottle. It looked like coffee. He unscrewed the lid and brought it up to his face and inhaled.
âAhhhh ⦠as long as the coffee is hot, nothinâ else matters.â He took a sip.
The Captain drank pots and pots of coffee every day. Iâd never even seen him drink anything elseâ not tea, not beer, not even a shot of rum. It was pretty unusual for a sailorâand even stranger for a sailor from Newfoundland. My mother used to say that for a ship from Newfoundland to run there had to be wind in its sails and screech or rum in the bellies of the crew.
âEver been up here before?â he asked.
âNever been in the rigging before.â
âGuess I should âave figured that out. Nice up here. Peaceful. Wonderful view. Look,â he said, pointing off to the port
Dawn Pendleton, Magan Vernon