it’s hypothetical, a mere conversational frolic.’
He’s threatening me. There are lawyers in the room.
My children begin to cry. I don’t even like Daniel Craig.
It’s too late. The sheets are full of secreted evidence.
There are forensics in the room, covering my body
in blue powder, checking my skin for finger prints:
they match Daniel Craig’s. He doesn’t even know
he’s slept with me. My marriage is a dead gull.
My neighbours come into the room shaking heads
oh dear oh dear oh dear. My husband has drawn lists
of all the things he wants to keep: a plasma screen,
an Xbox, a collection of muesli-coloured pebbles
from our holidays in Truro, ‘When you loved me!’
he snaps. My children will see a therapist after school.
Daniel Craig is naked in a hypothetical sense,
telling me we can make this work. My friend smirks
behind a celebrity magazine featuring lurid details
of our affair. There are photos. We are on a beach
in the Dominican Republic, healthy and tanned
both kicking sand at a playful Joan Collins.
‘I don’t even like Daniel Craig,’ I tell the ceiling.
Found Wanting
Rosie Sandler
When you find me wanting
is it because I cry
at children’s films –
how Bambi’s mother
always dies and E. T.
always goes home?
Or because I never know
which way is North
or why it matters –
losing myself
in the thrill of uncertainty?
Is it my wanton honesty,
my wilful ignorance
or how I scoff
at boundaries –
regarding hedgerows
and faux-pas
with equal equanimity?
Or maybe you don’t like
my singing, the way
my lungs squeeze
each note flat.
But know this:
I dream in perfect pitch –
your hands on my breasts
your lips on my thighs
my breath on your skin
my blood beating time with yours.
So, when you find me wanting,
do you suspect
that I’m wanting you
too much?
Young Men Dancing
Linda Chase
Who were those young men dancing?
And why were they dancing with you?
And what was the meaning of all that business
around the area of the pelvis, both pelvises,
I mean, since I saw you with two of them –
two men, that is, with one pelvis each.
Though there is your pelvis too, to reckon with.
It made quite a show of itself out there
on the dance floor. Not to be overlooked
nor slighted in any way, sticking like a magnet
to the erratic rhythms of those young men,
their jeans curving and cupping and making
promises in all directions of things to come.
Which way to go, you must have asked yourself
a dozen times at least, as the young man
with the smile turned this way, and the
young man with the dreamy eyes turned that,
and you were dazed, in circles, spinning
this way and that way, brushing up against them
in confusion, body parts in gentle friction
sliding back and forth, nearly seeming like
you hadn’t meant to do it.
Did you mean to do it?
Could they feel your nipples harden?
Did they know what must have happened
as your thighs began to stick together, throbbing
to the music? Thank God there was the music
you could hide behind and make it look like dancing.
I’m wondering just how much attention
young men pay.
Sandcastles
Richard Scott
A tall gent waits
inside the playground
not looking at any one child
but rather mostly
at the dog-dark door
of the public lavs
and the shadows
pooling within.
I wish I could enjoy
forging sandcastles with you
and your two-year-old,
filling the lime-green bucket,
packing it down
with the luminous shovel …
only now this man is
watching me –
he’s caught me
amongst the families,
caught me trying to play daddy.
His gaze is iron-heavy
as he walks
to the lavatory door,
pauses, like he were crossing a road,
then enters …
In one version of the poem I
follow him in, slide up next to the cistern.
He bolts the grimy cubicle door
behind us. Unzips my jeans.
In another I stay building with your daughter,
perfecting the castle’s keep, the last place to be breached
in a siege. In