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beggars in Midtown and he could have failed to notice this one. But it was not likely.
    Raising a hand as though to shade his eyes, Lang left a space between his fingers, keeping the sleeper in view as he walked to where the Porsche was parked. The knit cap slowly turned. Lang, too, was being watched.
    In the car, he circled the block. The man was gone.
    Lang reminded himself that paranoia doesn’t necessarily mean someone really isn’t after you.

C HAPTER T HREE
1
     
    Atlanta
That afternoon
     
    Lang knew Sara, his secretary, would have alerted him to any emergency in his practice. It was as much as to occupy his mind as to see things for himself that he went to his office, a suite high in one of downtown Atlanta’s taller buildings.
    She had been full of teary condolences at that morning’s funeral, and Lang expected Sara to begin weeping again. She had, after all, known Janet and Jeff well. To his surprise, she greeted him with, “Kennel called. Janet left this number as an emergency contact. The dog, Grumps, been there over two weeks. Want me to pick it up? What kind of a name is ‘Grumps’, anyway? What ever happened to Spot or Fido?”
    “Name Jeff picked out, I guess.” Lang had no idea what he was going to do with one large, ugly dog. But Grumpshad been Jeff’s friend and he sure as hell wasn’t going to see the animal sent to the pound. Actually, when he thought about it, having the mutt around might be like having a little part of his family back. “No thanks. I’ll pick him up on the way home.”
    He sat down behind a desk covered with files bearing Post-Its.
    Once he had retired from his previous occupation, he and Dawn had agreed the law was an appealing second career. His small pension plus her salary saw him through school. The idea of working for someone else was unappealing. Upon graduation, he set out his own shingle and began working the phones with old acquaintances for clients.
    Word spread. His practice became profitable, enabling Dawn to quit her job and open the boutique of which she had always dreamed. No longer subject to the unpredictability of his former work, he was home almost every night. And when he wasn’t, his wife knew where he was and when to anticipate his return.
    They pretty much had it all, as the Jimmy Buffet song says: big house, money to do what they wanted and a love for each other that time seemed to fuel like pouring gasoline on a fire. Even after five years, it hadn’t been unusual for Dawn to meet him at the door in something skimpy—or nothing at all—and they would make love in the living room, too impatient to wait to get to the bed.
    It had been embarrassing the evening Lang brought a client home unannounced.
    The only real cloud on their horizon was Dawn’s inability to get pregnant. After endless fertility tests, they arranged for an adoption that had been only months away when Dawn began to lose both appetite and weight. The female parts that had refused to reproduce had become malignant.
    In less than a year, her full breasts had become empty sacks and her ribs looked as though they would break through the pale skin with the next labored breath. This was the first time Lang realized the same universe that could give him a loving, helpful wife could dispassionately watch her degenerate from a healthy woman into a hairless skeleton in a hospital bed where her breath stank of death and her only pleasure was the drugs that temporarily took away the pain.
    As the cancer progressed, he and Dawn spoke of her recovery, the things they would do and places they would go together. Each of them hoped the other believed it. He, and he suspected she too, prayed for speed to reach the end that was inevitable.
    Lang suffered in the certain knowledge of her mortality and in the irrational guilt that he was unable to give her comfort. He had more time than anyone would have wanted to prepare for her death.
    As he remembered, he wondered which was worse: the torture of