Twisting round to look at her, Josse observed that she was staring around with interested eyes as they rode along the track he knew so well. He realized that this was probably the furthest she had been in the years since she had come to the manor, and that must be . . . He did not know, for Will had been there in the days of the previous tenant and, for all Josse knew, so had she.
What a narrow world she inhabited.
They reached Hawkenlye Abbey in the early afternoon. Josse instructed Will to take the horses and the mule to Sister Martha in the stables. Taking Ellaâs arm and giving her what he hoped was a reassuring smile, he led her across the wide courtyard.
He was very aware of her fear. As he opened the door and ushered her inside the infirmary, he tried to observe it with eyes that had never seen it before.
He saw a long room with windows set high in the walls. On either side were low beds, many of them occupied, and at each end were curtained-off recesses where treatments were carried out and where patients could be isolated. There were several nuns: all wore black habits, with white wimples that covered neck and throat and were drawn up around the face and across the brow. Some wore white veils and some black. Each wore a simple wooden cross around her neck. There must have been perhaps thirty-five or forty people yet the impression was of serenity. The nuns walked soft-footed, their pace unhurried so that they seemed to glide over the scrubbed flagstones. The patients â comforted, cared for, loved, perhaps â did not moan, cry out or complain, but instead lay passive and quiet, apparently well aware that the nuns were doing their best for them.
It was, thought Josse, a haven.
Beside him he sensed Ella relax. Then a big nun in a black veil, a crisp white apron tied over her habit, came towards him, a smile on her face and her arms open in welcome.
âSir Josse, how good to see you again so soon!â she said, embracing him. âI am sure we can find some more leaves for you to sweep up!â
He returned her smile. âAnd right willingly Iâll do it,â he said. âBut I have come on a different mission. Sister Euphemia, this is Ella, who is in charge of my kitchen at New Winnowlands.â Ella was staring up at the infirmarer, awestruck, and now she gave a bob curtsey. âElla, Sister Euphemia here and her nursing nuns will be able to help you.â
âWhat ails you, Ella?â Sister Euphemia asked gently; she must, Josse noted, have picked up Ellaâs fear and chronic shyness and she had turned from a large, confident and sometimes overbearing woman into a soft-spoken soul whose only wish was to soothe and to comfort.
To be able to change oneâs very essence so swiftly and seamlessly was, he reflected, quite a talent.
âElla hasââ he began.
But with a smile Sister Euphemia shook her head. âThank you, Sir Josse, but I would prefer it if she told me herself,â she said.
Then, without a backward glance from either of them, the infirmarer and her shy companion walked away to one of the curtained recesses and disappeared from sight. Josse stared after them and wondered just what to do next.
He found Will waiting for him outside the infirmary.
âEllaâs being cared for,â Josse said. âBy the infirmarer herself, who is very good at reassuring those who are disturbed. Donât worry, Will, weâll soon have our Ella back again and restored to her usual self.â Will muttered something under his breath. âGo and get yourself something to eat,â Josse ordered. âOver there ââ he pointed â âyouâll find the refectory, and they serve food to those who ask. Tell them youâre with me,â he added, unable to prevent the instant of pride.
Will suppressed a grin. âRight you are, sir,â he said. Then, turning to go: âYouâll be off to see the lady Abbess,