that everyone, soldiers, marines, contractor [sic], even the local nationals, get home to their families.â It was more than a task; it was a calling, a life. He fervently believed in the power of intellectual development to help him carry out his duties to his fellow soldier, to his fellow human.
im reading a lot more, delving deeper into philosophy, art, physics, biology, politics then i ever did in school⦠whats even better with my current position is that i can apply what i learn to provide more information to my officers and commanders, and hopefully save lives⦠i figure that justifies my sudden choice to this [.]
What we know about Manningâs time at Fort Drum comes largely from a series of instant-message chats he held over several months with a Chicago youth named Zach Antolak who posts her thoughts in drag as Zinnia Jones on YouTube. Manning reached out to and told herâshe is a sympathetic listenerâabout himself. Revealing conversations with a total stranger who becomes a virtual friend; it is a practice common among Bradleyâs generation, and it later brought him to grief.
Manning spent his weekend leave in Boston; he found a steady Brandeis undergraduate boyfriend and a social niche among the idealistic wing of the IT crowd, young people who believed in the emancipatory potential of digital technology and communications. Manning demonstrated against the Donât Ask Donât Tell policy designed to keep gays closeted in the military. He found a world of hip young people, where being gay and brainy is perfectly natural, perfectly normal.
But away from the libertarian paradise of Bostonâs undergraduate scene, Bradley Manning did not fit in with quotidian military life at Fort Drum. He couldnât get along with roommates, one of whom he thought was homophobic, another racist. He was written up for tossing chairs around in a fit of rage. He was written up for yelling at his superiors. He was required to get mental health counseling. Was Manning aware of the clash between his ideal of patriotic service and the reality of actual military life? Sometimes he was:
i actually believe what the army tries to make itself out to be: a diverse place full of people defending the country⦠male, female, black, white, gay, straight, christian, jewish, asian, old or young, it doesnât matter to me; we all wear the same green uniform⦠but its still a male-dominated, christian-right, oppressive institution, with a few hidden jems [sic] of diversity.
Eventually Manningâs vision of the American military as a global protector of freedom came under strain. As one of his Boston friends told the Washington Post , Manning âexpressed a feeling to me like how messed up the situation is [in Iraq]. He said things like, âIf more people knew what was going on over there, they would not support the war.â
According to his superiors at Fort Drum, Manning was not working out as a soldier. Adkins and a major discussed keeping him back when his unit was deployed to Iraq. However, in the fall of 2009, the occupation was desperate for intelligence analysts with computer skills, and Private Bradley Manning, his superiors hurriedly concluded, showed signs of improvement as a workable soldier. This is how, on October 10, 2009, Private First Class Bradley Manning was deployed to FOB Hammer in Iraq as an intelligence analyst.
Upon arrival at FOB Hammer, Bradley Manning was happy: finally, he saw a chance to use his training and skills to keep people out of harmâs way in the middle of a shooting war. In the SCIF where Manning did his tasks, a large windowless warehouse full of computers and desks and power cords, there were moments of intense and earnest teamwork. Much of the time, though, the SCIF is a big room full of bored soldiers working twelve to fourteen hour shifts, day after day.
There was entertainment available in the system. According to former FOBbit Jimmy