act quickly enough, that was what I did⦠didnât do. I know you hate me, and you should, you should. Darn it, we could have made it, too. We couldâve stole off in the night, together, I mean really together, as one, and gone to Phoenix. Or Richmond. Richmond was a good, pretty town then, 1971, or thatâs what people said. Couldâve gone there. As one.â
Justine did not like being accosted by anyone, especially the occasional chatty homeless person who appeared to have modest gifts of historical clairvoyance and who could focus like a ruby laser on their particular vision. Justine reached into her apronâhad she been wearing this the whole time?âfor a dollar and slid it across the pink Formica under a root. The witch disappeared the note like a conjure.
âThankyougodblesshaveanincredibleday.â
The witch selected a hole, opened her mouth grotesquely, and tossed it in. Her lips snapped closed over it like the shutter on a large-format camera.
âBut after all that, I really worried when you disappeared. I didnât expect it. I saw it on the news, your picture, in color. Yearbook picture, I knowâI dropped into the school library later on to verify. Justine, so youthful, you look exactly the same nowââ
âHow do you know my name?â said Justine, exhausted, done from a dehydrating cry, not ready for whatever was now happening. The witch talked and talked.
ââa baby. I was so alone, before you. Who could I talk to? Not Quentinforce.â
âWho are you?â
A vagal nausea, different from morning sickness, that she hadnât experienced since Austin began to rise like a moon in her gut.
âThe only comfort Quentinforce ever offered me was when on our first anniversary he bought me my own bed. When you came to be with us I was never lonely. Even after they stole youâeven if I didnât see you more than once every couple of years afterwardâI would never be lonely again. I let you be, you know, when you were growing up. I knew that was best for both of us. I didnât seek you out; as long as you were near, in the city limits, I was all right.â
Justine turned to make sure Meenakshi was still here. Yes; she had finished her doughnut, her twenty-dollar lipstick undusted.
âWhatâs happening?â said Justine, unsure if she was addressing the witch or herself.
âSometimes we would meet, by accident⦠you donât remember, Iâm sure. I saw you a few times at Fiesta Mart, the one off Thirty-Eighth? At least three times. Isnât that funny? Once in the makeup aisle, you tried on blue mascara, bought that and a bottle of Dr Pepper and a Skor bar, you dropped your receipt outside and the wind blew it almost to I-35 but I caught it, I still have it. You paid with your ATM card 5545 1000 0678 3401 expiration 10/90 and once I saw you walking down South First with a boy, a little sweet thing, he loved you and I wonder how he is, is it him you married? and another time I saw you in a drugstore, working, you were working so hard behind the register, selling film and Brachâs and Cogentin and Haldol, thoseâre what I bought, do you remember? and once and Iâll never forget this I saw you at St. Davidâs emergency room, me I was thereafter Mrs. Cracy from Progress House dropped me off for not taking my pills and for getting loopy and falling off a bus-stop kiosk and cutting myself and you were there with a nice policewoman, Officer Prado, do you remember her? Big, big, big and strong, enough to carry you all by herself, you didnât have on any shoes and there mustâve been a hundred beach towels wrapped around your arm but there was so much blood soaked all the way through I thought you were holding a dead baby, Iâve never seen so much blood, before you got through the swinging doors you looked at me once, during an ad for Squirt gumâremember that stuff?âit was on
1796-1874 Agnes Strickland, 1794-1875 Elizabeth Strickland, Rosalie Kaufman