the same paragraph?â He laughed. We didnât join in. That didnât stop him. Finally he wiped away one of those laughter tears and said, âBottom line, we have all these problems. Priority questionâwhich one is the most important?â
âTut-Tut,â I said.
âPrize for the little lady,â said Silas.
âSilas?â said Ashanti, in a way she hadânot necessarily loud but plenty forcefulâof commanding everyoneâs attention.
âOops,â said Silas.
âWe have to get Tut-Tut out of there,â I said.
âSpring him,â Silas said.
âSpring him?â said Ashanti.
âThatâs the expression for busting dudes out of jail,â Silas explained.
âBut how?â I said.
We sat in silence. I gazed at Tut-Tutâs spray-painted self-portrait on the wall. He seemed to be gazing right back at me. There was so much inside him, including lots of pain heâd suffered, although he didnât want anybodyâs sympathy; I thought I could see all that in the picture.
Silas snapped his fingers. Not one of his talents: he tried it a few more times, barely making a sound. âAnyway,â he said, giving up, âIâve got it. Weâll make him a green card.â
âHow?â
âNothing to it,â Silas said. âThereâs a bunch of good programs for that kind of thing. All we need is some green paper andââ
âGreen cards arenât green,â I said.
âNo?â
âAnd even if we had a green card, how do we get it to him?â I said.
âAnd even if we get it to him, then what?â says Ashanti. âHe flashes it to a guard or something and the doors open, just like that?â
âWhy not?â said Silas.
I didnât know the answer, but I did know that in the adult world, doors never seemed to open just like that.
We did more sitting in silence. The getting-nowhere feeling pressed down on me like a heavy cloud.
Do something, Robbie!
That was a voice inside me I sometimes heard, my own voice, often inclined to panic: the voice I thought of as the innermost Robbie.
I rose. âLetâs go take a look at the Flatbush Family Detention Center.â
âSounds like a plan,â Ashanti said.
âWeâre going outside?â said Silas.
We gave him a look. He got ready, meaning he buttoned up his cardiganâIâd never seen another human being in a cardiganâwrapped a scarf around his neck, struggled into his Michelin-Man-type jacket, and pulled on an Arctic-explorer-type hat with fur flaps and a pair of mittens. Yes, mittens.
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The Flatbush Family Detention Center wasnât actually on Flatbush Avenue, the most important street in the borough, but a few blocks north, so we had to walk from the subway station, a slow walk, on account of a wind springing up right in our faces and the fact of Silas being too bundled up to move well. We passed a few old office low-rises and a fire station, and came to a massive brick building on a corner. It looked something like a school except that the windows were barred, the brick walls were grimier than any school walls Iâd ever seen, and two cops stood by the front door. There was no sign out front.
âThis is it,â Ashanti said.
The cops looked at us. We looked at them.
âHelp you kids?â one of them said.
Ashanti stepped forward. âWeâve got a friend in there.â
âYeah?â said the other cop.
âYeah,â said Ashanti.
I stepped forward too, at the same time sensing Silas backing away. âWe want to see him.â
âGotta make arrangements,â the second cop said.
âHow?â I said.
âGo online,â said the first cop. âClick on visitation.â
âOkay,â said Silas, behind us. âThanks.â
We walked away, not in the direction weâd come from; I had some vague feeling about going
Monika Zgustová, Matthew Tree