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forgotten it , Catherine mused.
    But each day when he walked in, she gave him a big smile and waited for him to say hello, ask her for a date, a glass of water, her virginity, anything. She might as well have been a piece of furniture. Examining the girls in the room with complete objectivity she decided she was prettier than all but one girl, the fantastic looking Jean-Anne, the Southern blonde with whom Ron was most often seen, and she was certainly brighter than all of them put together. What in God’s name then was wrong with her? Why was it that not one single boy asked her for a date? She learned the answer the next day.
    She was hurrying south along the campus headed for the Roost when she saw Jean-Anne and a brunette whom she did not know, walking across the green lawn toward her.
    “Well, it’s Miss Big Brain,” Jean-Anne said.
    And Miss Big Boobs , Catherine thought enviously. Aloud she said, “That was a murderous Lit quiz, wasn’t it?”
    “Don’t be condescending,” Jean-Anne said coldly. “You know enough to teach the Lit course. And that’s not all you could teach us, is it, honey?”
    Something in her tone made Catherine’s face begin to redden.
    “I—I don’t understand.”
    “Leave her alone,” the brunette said.
    “Why should I?” Jean-Anne asked. “Who the hell does she think she is?” She turned to Catherine. “Do you want to know what everyone says about you?”
    God, no . “Yes.”
    “You’re a lesbo.”
    Catherine stared at her, unbelievingly. “I’m a what?”
    “A lesbian, baby. You’re not fooling anybody with that holier-than-thou act.”
    “Th—that’s ridiculous,” Catherine stammered.
    “Did you really think you could fool people?” Jean-Anne asked. “You’re doing everything but carrying a sign.”
    “But I—I never—”
    “The boys get it up for you, but you never let them put it in.”
    “Really—” Catherine blurted.
    “Fuck off,” Jean-Anne said. “You’re not our type.”
    They walked away, leaving her standing there, numbly staring after them.
    That night, Catherine lay in bed, unable to sleep.
    How old are you, Miss Alexander?
    Nineteen .
    Have you ever had sexual intercourse with a man?
    Never .
    Do you like men?
    Doesn’t everyone?
    Have you ever wanted to make love to a woman?
    Catherine thought about it long and hard. She had had crushes on other girls, on women teachers but that had been part of growing up. Now she thought about making love to a woman, their bodies intertwining, her lips on another woman’s lips, her body being caressed by soft, feminine hands. She shuddered. No! Aloud, she said, “I’m normal.” But if she was normal, why was she lying here like this? Why wasn’t she out somewhere getting laid like everyone else in the world? Perhaps she was frigid. She might need some kind of operation. A lobotomy, probably.
    When the Eastern sky began to lighten outside the dormitory window, Catherine’s eyes were still open, but she had made a decision. She was going to lose her virginity. And the lucky man was going to be every maiden’s bedside companion, Ron Peterson.

NOELLE
Marseille-Paris: 1919-1939
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    She was born a Royal Princess.
    Her earliest memories were of a white bassinet covered with a lace canopy, decorated with pink ribbons and filled with soft stuffed animals and beautiful dolls and golden rattles. She quickly learned that if she opened her mouth and let out a cry, someone would hurry to hold and comfort her. When she was six months old her father would take her out in the garden in her perambulator and let her touch the flowers and he would say, “They’re lovely, Princess, but you’re more beautiful than any of them.”
    At home she enjoyed it when her father lifted her up in his strong arms and carried her to a window where she could look out and see the roofs of the high buildings, and he would say, “That’s your Kingdom out there, Princess.” He would point to the tall masts of ships bobbing at