shuffled some papers, looked down. âVisiting hours are over at 7:00 P.M . Please sign out a few minutes before that. Sheâs in room 316. Take the elevator up, and turn right. Itâll be the fourth room on the left.â She paused and looked at her clock. âYouâd better hurry.â
Phillip looked at his watch. 6:45 P.M . He tore down the hall, his feet clapping against the tile floor. He pushed the elevator button three times.
âCome on!â Phillip wiped the sweat from his brow with the back of his hand. He tapped his foot. What if she was asleep? Busy with family? He gulped, straightened his hair in the reflection of the gold metal elevator door.
Bing! The door opened and Phillip sailed through the hall, past people in wheelchairs, and busy nurses and doctors walking as fast as he was. He got to 316 and the door was partially closed. He peered inside, tightening his stomach around the butterflies. Inside Cedar lay stretched out on thehospital bed, with an IV stuck in her arm, dripping mysterious fluid. She was looking at her parents, who had their seats pulled up around her bed. He stood there for a moment and she turned her head, as if she knew he was there. She waved him in.
âPhillip!â Sara said, jumping up, âWell, I didnât expect you. How nice of you to come!â She looked between them quickly. Kevin offered his hand for Phillip to shake.
âHow is she?â he asked.
âShe is doing quite fine, and can speak for herself,â Cedar said, a smirk blooming across her face.
Phillip smiled for the first time in hours, and Sara offered him a seat. Cedar stared at Phillip for a moment, and his smile quickly retreated as he noticed how pale she was. You could almost see her blue blood vessels under the skin. Her eyes were red and deeply shaded underneath. She looked as though sheâd been awake for days. Despite this she said, âPhillip, Iâm not dead yet, so donât look at me like I am!â
He nodded and looked away quickly, unsure what to do with himself. Sara picked up on this and said, âKevin, why donât we go down to the cafeteriaand get some coffee. Kids, do you want anything? Ice cream?â
Cedar stared at Phillip while she said, âNo Mom, weâre fine.â Phillip nodded in agreement and Kevin and Sara disappeared out the door.
âHow are you really?â
âIâm OK, itâs just that I donât feel like myself, and these people keep giving me medications that have nasty chemicals in them and they overpower me. I feel like an alien in my own body.â
âWhat do they think it is?â
âThey have no idea. They are going to do a bunch of scary tests on me tomorrow. Needles, X-rays, CAT scans, the works, just awful. I donât want to be here.â
Phillip looked out the window onto the dark parking lot. He knew he just had to come right out and say it.
âWhat is it, Phillip? Did Miranda and Sam do something today?â Her face crinkled up with concern.
âNo, no. Itâs just that I think I know why you are sick. And I donât think it has anything to do with all this.â He gestured to all the medical equipment around them.
Cedarâs eyes opened wider. The light seemed to shine out of them again.
âLook at this.â
He handed her the crinkled-up local paper, folded open to the development article. âI went to our spot today, Cedar. There is orange tape everywhere, on Magdelin, Rose, and even ⦠Stella. Forty-two trees. Scheduled to be knocked down any day now for that new development. I mean, you were born there, right? That is your place, your family. Maybe in some weird way, your life depends on that forest.â
Cedarâs eyes filled with water, and her hand reached for Phillipâs. âOf course,â she said quietly, âof course.â She looked up at Phillip. âIf Stella diesâ¦â
Phillip strained to keep