dropped to his knees and the other two were moving in, she had the knife free and was moving it back and forth in the air between them, spraying drops of blood.
This was a side of Pinky Iâd never saw before that night. I mean, she always talked tough. I just never realized how hard she could back the words up. But I guess those boys knew. The one that got himself gut-stuck, all the fight was taken out of him, that was for sure. Bobby and Eugene grabbed hold of him and held him up between them.
âThis ainât over,â Eugene told Pinky before they dragged Russell away.
âHell, no,â she told them. âWhatever gave you that notion? Iâm of a mind to go by where you sorry fucks live and burn them shacks down. Listen to your mamas squeal while theyâre fryinâ. That about what you had in mind when youâre sayinâ this ainât over?â
Eugene dropped Russellâs arm and started for her, stopping when that weaving dance with the switchblade stopped and the blade pointed at him, still wet with Russellâs blood.
âA smart manâd know when to quit,â she said, âbut youâre just a big dumb fuck, ainât that right? Let me tell you whatâs going to happen here, Eugene. Iâm goinâ to be wearing your balls for earrings if you donât turn around and haul your sorry ass out of here.â
I didnât know which was troubling Eugene more, that it was a girl facing him down, or that the rest of us was there to see it happen. But I knew this, he was scared of Pinky and scared of that knife. More scared of dying than he was of losing face.
âFuck you,â he said. âFuck you all.â
He reached down and grabbed Russellâs arm again and helped Bobby carry him back to their pickup. Pinky eased her way âround to the cab of the truck weâd been in the back of and pulled down the hunting rifle that was up on the rack behind the seat. By the time Eugene and Bobby had reached their own truck, she was standing there with the rifle in her hand now, just a-waiting.
That was Pinky for you. Like I said, sheâs not real smart in a whole bunch of ways, but sheâs cunning. She knew them boys might have them a coon gun up on the rack of their own truck and she just outthought âem, same as she outbraved them. Eugene and Bobby got Russell into the cab, climbed in their ownselves, and they peeled outta there, tires spitting up sod and dirt. I wouldnât have liked to have been Russell on that ride, holding in his guts as the truck went jolting back across the field.
âYou canât never back down,â Pinky told me as she laid the rifle on
the tailgate. âYou back down and theyâre gonna walk all over you. Not just today, but every goddamn day. You trust me on that one, Raylene.â
I didnât say anything, but I nodded. I already knew that. Iâd been backing down seems like my whole life and it never got better. Never helped much and only got worse. Itâs like every time you get pushed a little further, the one standing over youâs just gotta find something meaner to do, like heâs daring you to stand up for yourself, but he knows you never will.
Pinky reached down and picked up her switchblade from where sheâd dropped it on the ground. She gave the blade a wipe, then closed it up again.
âWhereâd you learn to be so brave?â I asked.
Pinky laughed. âHell, Raylene. I got me four brothersâonly one moreân you. When we ainât fightinâ with each other, theyâre showinâ me how to fight anybody wants to hurt me. Donât Del or those other brothers of yours teach you nothinâ?â
He teaches me moreân enough, I thought.
âNothing I want to learn,â I said. âNot from Del. Tell you the truth, Robbie and Jimmy and meâweâs all scared of him.â
Pinky shook her head. âThat ainât