passing so slowly they felt like hours. Sleep eluded himâdue, to a large degree, to his preoccupation with Taylor.
The connection was still there after all these years. He hadnât expected that. Sheâd been so young back then, and had he had an ounce of decency in him, heâd be ashamed that heâd taken advantage of her youth. Yeah, sheâd come on to him, but a stronger man would have said no. When it came to Taylor, however, he wasnât the least bit strong.
Not that heâd always felt that way about her. Back when he and Steve had first started hanging out, Taylor had been a nuisance. Sheâd followed them everywhere in the tradition of baby sisters, always running to her mother when theyâd shut her out of their âbig kidâ adventures. So theyâd had to drag her along when it would have been a lot more fun without her.He hadnât minded too much. As an only child, heâd always wondered what it would be like to have a sibling. He would have voted for a brother, however. A girl was too foreign. Too girly. And heâd wanted to be the toughest kid in town.
Steve had always protected the little brat, no matter what, even though heâd complained about her presence. Then protecting Taylor had become a part of him, too. Heâd kept the older kids from picking on the tall, skinny tomboy.
After heâd graduated high school, heâd pretty much forgotten about her. Until heâd come home that last week, just after sheâd turned eighteen.
His folks were gone on a trip heâd bought them. Heâd liked the quiet and the peace, the time to study. Heâd been taking night classes, studying forensics. During the day, heâd been a beat cop, and the toll had been heavy. The week away had been a blessing.
When Taylor had dropped by, making it awkwardly, painfully clear that sheâd wanted him to take her, heâd hesitated, sure, but finally, heâd given in.
Theyâd stayed in bed for damn near three days. Doing everything they could think of, and by God the girl had an amazing imagination. Sheâd been wild, free, unafraid. The first time sheâd taken him in her mouth, heâd nearly had a heart attack. And he could still remember her cries when heâd showed her the pleasure of his mouth on her.
Sheâd cried when they said goodbye, and heâd felt bad, but heâd explained to her that he was only in town for a short visit. The letters sheâd sent him had come frequently at first, always with an invitation fora return visit, but heâd only answered one. There was no future for the two of them. Even if she had ended up at a college in New York, he couldnât have kept up a relationship.
His career had been his whole focus for a long, long time. Back then, heâd wanted to be a homicide detective, and heâd accepted every lousy assignment, volunteered for all the crap no one else wanted to do. Heâd eventually gotten his masterâs degree in forensic science.
But heâd still made it out to California most years to go fishing with Steve. Heâd heard about Taylorâs adventures at Berkeley, her first apartment, her job as a paralegal.
Steve had also told her that Taylor wanted to marry, to have kids, to have the kind of life that demanded the suburbs. Not Manhattan. Not with a cop.
But this week wasnât about marriage and kids, at least not for them. It was Vegas, after all. Sin City. They were here to have a good time, to be there for Steve, although not in the way Steve imagined.
Ben turned over, thinking about his friend, what had gotten into him. Lisa represented everything Steve had avoided in his life. His love of his fishing boats, and his freedom, were so important to Steve, and anyone who knew him saw that from the get-go. So what had happened? Why the radical shift?
Lisa seemed nice enough, but there was no way in hell she was going to make Steve forget about
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