choose from? He lived here all his life until he graduated from high school. He must remember the nearest decent-sized town is sixty miles away.â
âMaybe you should have suggested something specific as a present,â Cassie said. âTheway you usually tell him what we need or want? Gordonâs pretty reasonable about getting things when you do.â
âWhy do I have to think of things like that? Hasnât he got a brain of his own?â Addie said crossly. âWeâve got enough to do right here, keeping up this old barn of a house. Worrying about an old man who has to have everything done for him. Canât leave him alone for fear of what heâll do. Canât go anyplace unless we take him, and he doesnât want to go anywhere but church, and then he embarrasses us by his loud belching and singing so loud, he drowns out the organ.â
âEverybody there has known him all their lives, and theyâre used to him. Weâre living here, so weâd have to keep house, anyway,â Cassie said. âAnd where do you want to go, Addie? Weâd be practically hermits whether we had Grandpa to look after or not.â
âWeâre too young to be hermits,â Addie snapped. âAnd Iâd like the option of having some choices, not having to do it because weâre stuck with taking care of him.â
Cassie was beginning to seem a bit annoyed herself. âWell,then, go ahead and go somewhere. Weâll still be here, Gus and Max and I.â
âGus!â Addie let out a gust of air. âFat lot of use he is. Spends every minute down at the Hayloft with the rest of those bums.â
âHe canât work, Addie. You know how bad his back is. You canât expect the man to sit around the house with a couple of women who are too busy to even talk to him.â
âHe canât talk about anything but football and basketball and baseball scores, anyway. I never did figure out why you married him, Cassie.â
Buddy, feeling as if she was unwillingly listening to a conversation that was none of her business, shifted her weight from one foot to the other, trapped inside the small room until they finished what they were saying.
Cassie responded quietly, sounding hurt. âSame reason you married Ed, I suppose. I never had a chance to get out of this little town and meet anybody else, getting close to forty and it didnât look like I was ever going to get a chance to find anyone better. He promised me he was going to quit drinking, and Max neededmore of a home than the two of them had, living in that little apartment. I thought we could all be a family.â
Addieâs face flushed, and Buddy wondered how many times theyâd already had this same conversation.
âAt least Ed had the decency to die on me,â Addie said flatly. âI donât have to lie awake at night, listening to him fumbling with the key to get in. Listen, Buddy, itâs not raining, so letâs walk over to the school and get you registered. Itâs too late for you to stay today, but you can go on Monday. Max can show you around.â
Buddy had her doubts that Max was going to want to do anything of the sort. Yet going with Addie seemed the only way to end this mortifying eavesdropping on what should have been a private conversation. Funny, that they could be embarrassed by Grandpaâs behavior, yet not be aware of their own.
Under other circumstances, if sheâd been with her own family, for instance, Buddy might have enjoyed the walk through Haysville. It was a pretty time of year, and now that the sun hadcome out, the red and gold leaves brightened the lawns and yards everywhere. There were lots of interesting-looking houses, all of them old, the kind that Mama had always said sheâd like to have someday. They looked friendly, and comfortable, even if quite a few of them could have benefited from a coat of paint or some fence
Adriana Hunter, Carmen Cross