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worried Sinyn. He knew her body and was learning her mind, but her past? What had that been like?
    “What sort of a kid were you?”
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    Izzy didn’t want to talk about her lonely childhood with her substance abuse mother, the lack of money, or the needs she had as a child that were never fulfilled. That was the past and Izzy was a great believer in moving on and learning from bad experiences. They didn’t define a person’s future. Only an individual could do that.
    Izzy did know that her child would never be hungry or lonely or go without. She decided to turn the table on him. Old Katie’s words about him being lonely still stuck in her mind.
    “Are you lonely, Sinyn?”
    “Right now I feel anything but. I am completely at home with you.”
    At home with you . It had a nice ring to it. “Old Katie said you were lonely. Why is that? You have so many friends and people who adore you.” Her hands lifted up to hold his hands to her breasts. She wanted him to touch and taste. Izzy could have blamed the wild surge of hormones, but it was more than that. Some lovers had the power to make you feel so totally one with them.
    “I need more.”
    “What?” Didn’t princes have everything?
    “You.”
    Her heart skipped a beat. It was what she wanted to her. But also what Izzy feared hearing. What if I let him down? She had never been close to anyone on a non-sexual level. “What if I’m not enough?”
    “It sounds like you’re going to stay.”
    Izzy sighed. “I’m confused. I barely know you other than having a one-night stand with you.”
    “We’ve had a lot of sex since then, sweetheart. I think we know more about each other that you want to admit.”
    Izzy shook her head. “I have no idea what I know or feel.”
    “But you like me?”
    The subtle tone of need in his voice made her like him even more. Few men, in her experience, showed deep emotion. “Yes.”
    “A lot?”
    She smiled. “Yes.”
    “Liking is more important than love.”
    Izzy agreed with that. It was the day in day out of life that had to be weathered together. That could only be done by kindred souls. “Do you like me?”
    “I’m fast falling in love with you.”
    Izzy jerked up straight in his arms. Water splashed over the sides of the tub as she turned to face him. She had so many feelings bubbling up insider her. She wasn’t sure what to call them. The strength of them was too powerful to dismiss as just plain lust.
    “Really? How can you? You know nothing of me.”
    Sinyn cupped her ass and pulled her onto his lap. “I know what I see. I’ve watched you talk to the people you’ve met. You look and listen to them as if they matter. I love your smile and the sound of your laughter. It warms my heart. And your body? I have a million lustful thoughts for it. I want to be on and in you and yet just to have your skin rest against mine is a gift that has become precious to me. That you have come into my life as Old Katie predicated has made me happy.”
    Were predictions fairy floss for the hopeful of heart or did they come true? “But what if—”
    “There are no ‘what if’s’, Izzy.” Sinyn ran a finger along her bottom lip. “Please take a chance on me, on us, Izzy. There’s something powerful and good between us.”
    Sinyn was right. She wasn’t ready to walk away just yet. Sexually, Sinyn owned her. Mentally, she wanted to know more about the father of her child. Izzy reached down into the water and wrapped her hand around his dick.
    “I think you like my dick.”
    Izzy lifted herself up and inserted the hard flesh inside her. “I may not ride horses but I do enjoy riding you, prince.” It wasn’t a fuck destined to produce an orgasm. It was more about the need to feel close to Sinyn. As he filled her once more she wrapped her arms around his shoulders and kissed him.
    “You’re beautiful.” She pulled his hair from the tie that held it.
    “Stay with me.”
    “Yes.”
    Once more, their lips met. There was no