things, and then put on a movie with a gorgeous old movie star he claimed was her twin. The movie star sheâd been named after, no less.
There were worse twins to have, she had to admit. As her grandmother would say, that Ava Gardner was one tall drink of water even if she was only five foot five.
Now there was no way she could stay home, though she definitely felt sick. Felt like she was dying, in fact. Didnât that horrible feeling in the pit of her stomach count for something?
âI think itâs called I-donât-want-to-go-to-school-itis,â her father said. âBelieve me, Iâve had it, too. And why have you suddenly decided to wear a hoodie every day in June? Whatâs going on under there? Do you think Ava Gardner ever wore a hoodie?â
âDad, Iâm twelve!â she cried, and then ran into her room and slammed the door.
How could she possibly go to school and face Jeff Jackson and Jennifer Halverson and all the rest of them? Not only did she have thick white feathers all down her arms and acrossher shoulders and back, but now the skin around the feathers seemed to be wrinkling, drying up, separating. It was getting worse! And even more gross, which hadnât seemed possible the day before. By this time next week she could look just like Big Bird.
The hoodie hid everything, but on top of looking totally ridiculous in this weather, it also made her look like sheâd gained twenty pounds.
Which she hadnât. At least not yet .
âAva, you are going to school if I have to drag you there by that ridiculous hood!â her father yelled, banging on the door. âYou have less than two weeks left, all your exams, and no child of mine is going to fail the seventh grade!â
âHow can they fail me for being sick !â she yelled back, from behind the door.
She knew she was being ridiculous, but what was she supposed to do? It was all so unfair!
âAva, we both know you are not sick. If youâd tell me what is actually going on, I could possibly help you. You can tell me anything, you know. Whateverâs going on with you. I am an adult and fairly intelligent as well.â
âYou canât help me!â she said, throwing open the door. A dramatic gesture worthy of a movie star, she thought, Ava Gardner flashing through her mind. âYou would never understand!â
Her father rolled his eyes and threw up his hands. âYouârenot even a teenager yet, Ava. What am I going to do with you? Now get dressed and Iâm taking you to school myself.â
âFine,â she said, slamming the door shut again and throwing herself onto her bed.
She would just have to wear hoodies every day until school was over and then she had the whole summer to lock herself in her roomâwell, maybe hang out in the backyard, and in the woods, and in the den in front of the big-screen television, and maybe at Grandma Kayâs house, though only if her father dropped her off and she rode in the trunk of the carâto be a freak by herself. And after that? Sheâd obviously have to run off and join the circus.
That wasnât a bad idea, she realized. Imagining herself, suddenly, covered in white feathers, her black hair piled on top of her head, riding around on the top of an elephant. The crowds would laugh and roar and applaud as she guided the elephant around the ring. Maybe sheâd stand on the elephantâs back and wave a baton with tassles on the end the whole time. Tassles on fire .
âAva!â
âIâm coming!â she said, jumping up from the bed and throwing on her hoodie and a pair of jeans, a feather drifting to the ground behind her.
She grabbed her school bag and her cell phone, which she flipped open for the first time in two days. Sheâd finally silenced it the night before to avoid Morganâs calls. Nowshe had thirty-one missed calls, and nearly twenty text messages. At least Morgan loved her.
Marina Dyachenko, Sergey Dyachenko