morning coming in through the windows, jeweling the ministerâs vestments and the benign pinkness of his bald head, the ribald mosaics of red and blue, and the pigeons teetering and curtsying on the windowsill, and an anxious little acolyte in a red cassock lighting two candles for them. Two candles burning bright! One for her and one for Mike.
Every hour of those precious three days, she told herself, âIâm not sorry. Iâm not sorry.â This Mike she had married was a man that neither Teresa, nor Bill Foster, nor any of the sophisticated crew Mike knew, would have recognized at all. This was a gallant, tender and understanding loverâa Mike who was all her own.
Somehow, cannily, Mike kept the report of their marriage out of the papers.
âIf that mob I know up here ever found out about itâgood night!â he said. âWeâd be hauled around to cocktail parties and photographed and have gags pulled on usâwe donât want any other people, do we, Ginny? I want you and you want meâand thatâs enough for us.â
He took her to quiet places for dinner, avoiding name bands and floorshowsâall the café haunts of the other writers. They walked till they were weary and shopped in big stores for the lovely, useless things that caught Virginiaâs eye, and for clothes that dazzled her. If she so much as admired a thing in a window, Mike was on his way inside instantly.
âTry it on. Like it, Ginny? All rightâsend it.â
Mr. and Mrs. M. C. Paull. Mikeâs middle name, she learned, was Cato.
âIrish, Roman, and Dutch. Thatâs goulash for you. My mother was Irish, bless her bright eyes. She left me her imagination and that dramatic, emotional thing they get from their wild, mystic air. And my father was a Dutch shipbuilderâs son, born in Hoboken. Heâs living somewhere around thereâweâll look him up some time.â
âMikeâyou donât know where your own father lives? Mike, thatâs dreadful.â
âOh, he gets along. Heâs a substantial old chap. Getting old now, too. He was middle-aged when I was born. We agree perfectlyâhe never worries about me and I never worry about him. He married again, ten years ago.â
âMy father married again, too, but I adore my stepmother. Weâve kept very closeâeven though Iâve been away seven years. I ought to writeââ
âAfter Iâm gone youâll have time.â
After Mike was goneâand he could speak of it so casually! All that last day she tried not to let him see. Fought to be calm and gay-hearted, too. As though three thousand miles or more of land and water and empty air were nothing at allâonly a little space, only a little time.
All that day it was like dying a little, inch-by-inch, hour-by-hour. The strain of it was in Mikeâs face, too, and Virginia seeing it, comforted herself in her own desolation with fierce gladness. Mike was suffering, too.
They did not talk very much. They went about woodenly, eating meals, packing Mikeâs bags, putting a new ribbon in the typewriter and extra ones in the grip, putting in quinine for malaria, and flea powder, and a spray for Mikeâs sensitive throat.
But whenever they came near to each other, Mikeâs arms would open, and Virginia would creep into them, and they would cling together silently. And if Mike looked over her shoulder and saw far places and the old excitement touched him, at least she did not know.
She said, âMikeâIâm not going to tell Teresa that we are marriedânot yet. Iâm not going to tell anyoneânot even my family. Not till you come back. My fatherâs a country doctorâheâs old-fashionedâheâd think this way we are going to have to live for a while was outrageous. Letâs not tell till we can begin livingâlike peopleâit will make things easierâfor