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isn’t it?”
    Silas shrugged. “Her namesake was misunderstood. Lucifer was just trying to make things better for his kind.”
    “You aren’t actually defending the Devil, are you?” Macon held up his hand. “Wait. What am I saying? He’s probably your mentor.”
    Silas walked the perimeter of the living room, opening drawers and pocketing anything that appeared the least bit interesting. “From what I hear, you’re the one in need of a mentor.”
    Here it comes.
    “Your brother told me you’ve been following around a Mortal girl at school,” Silas continued. “And here I thought Hunting was the stalker in the family.”
    Macon flinched involuntarily.
    “Are you going through the Transition? Is that it? I respect a man who chooses his meals carefully.” Silas smiled. “Especially the pretty ones.”
    Macon kept his face unreadable.
    Don’t react. Don’t give him that. Don’t let him see how close he’s struck.
    He wasn’t about to admit the truth to his father—that he was the prey.
    That he craved blood, even dreamed about it. But not Jane’s.
    Never Jane’s.
    She could stalk me
, he thought.
She has perfect control of me, at least for now
. His father would never understand that, not even in an Incubus’ lifetime. He took a breath.
    “She isn’t a meal, Silas,” Macon said carefully. “But she also isn’t someone you need to worry about.” He felt sick talking about Jane this way, but he had to convince his father that she wasn’t important.
    Silas crossed the room, stopping only a foot away from Macon. “You don’t tell me what to worry about, boy. You have embarrassed me—and this family—for the last time.” He jabbed his finger against Macon’s chest. “Incubuses are at the top of the supernatural hierarchy—kings of the supernatural world. It would be shameful enough if you dragged a Caster home, but chasing a Mortal girl? You’d be better off with Lucifer.”
    Macon didn’t mention that Silas had married not one but two Mortal women and fathered children with both of them. His racist manifesto—whether or not he adhered to it himself—had been handed down directly from Silas’ great-great-grandfather Abraham Ravenwood, who believed every word of it.
    “You’re making a big deal out of nothing,” Macon lied. “Trust me.”
    Silas shoved him against the wall. “I don’t trust you. Not a single bit. And if I wasn’t sure you were going to kill that piece of Mortal trash the minute the Transition hits, I would’ve killed her already.” Silas lit a fresh cigar and winked at Macon. “Then again, there’s still time.”
    His father’s laughter was the last sound Macon heard when Silas Ravenwood dematerialized, leaving only the scent of his cigar lingering in the empty room.
    Macon’s heart jumped in his chest. His father’s words weren’t a warning—they were a promise. Silas would make sure Lila Jane ended up dead one way or another. But what terrified Macon most was that Silas was confident Macon would end up killing her first.
    What if it’s true, and I lose control? I can’t let anything happen to Jane. But how can I protect her from my father and Hunting? From myself?
    Macon knew the answer.
    He’d known it all along, but
knowing
it and
doing
it felt like they were a thousand miles apart.
    I have to let her go.

    Macon had always wondered if a Ravenwood Blood Incubus like him really had a heart—the kind capable of real love.
    But now he knew he did, because it was breaking, one tiny crack at a time.
    He held on to the pain. He savored it, the way Silas savored a kill. The pain was real. The pain was his. The pain would never end.
    And soon it will be all I have left of her.
    “Janie,” he said again. “Please.”
    Lila Jane clung desperately to him, her face buried in his chest. The branches of a huge oak reached down around them, creating the impression they were alone instead of a few yards away from clusters of Duke’s ivy-covered buildings.
    He