Minnow is fast asleep and I donât want to wake her, which is a shame because sheâs really good at hearing from a distance. The gravel is crunchy and noisy so I stand still. I recognise Jonahâs voice. He is laughing about something. There is a manâs voice. Older and more musical, almost like heâs singing rather than speaking. I concentrate really hard but I canât make out any words.
âTom!â Itâs Jonah. I donât answer. âTom!â he yells. âCome and meet Mr Wo.â
I realise I am standing in a pool of light. The moon has appeared from behind a cloud and given me up. âOkay,â I call back, trying to sound normal and not like a complete idiot, and I walk the thirty or so metres to the house.
Mr Wo is really young. His name is James and he says itâs okay to call him that outside of school. He says heâd prefer everyone to call him James but that Mrs Haversham, one of the new senior teachers, thinks it is disrespectful. He has come to the house to meet me. This is Jonahâs fault, I know it. He keeps avoiding my eyes.
âSo, Tom, when do you think youâll be coming back to school?â Mr Wo says, getting straight to the point.
âIâm pregnant,â I say, and I can feel my eyes sting. Please donât cry in front of Mr Wo, I beg them, but they ignore me, and small tadpoles drop onto my cheeks.
âIâm so sorry,â says Mr Wo. âCan I help?â
âItâs all right,â says Jonah. âSheâll be okay in a minute, wonât you Tom?â
I nod. Yes.
I stop crying, eventually. I blow my nose and look up to find Jonah and Mr Wo smiling at me. âWhat?â I say to both of them.
âNothing,â Mr Wo says. âAre you okay to talk now?â
âI guess.â
âYou havenât been to school since the flood, which means you missed most of year nine and itâs already September so year tenâs going the same way.â He waits for me to speak, but I donât say a word.
âOkay,â he says, pausing to take a breath, âhow do you feel about using the next few months catching-up on year nine, with the idea of going into year ten next year?â
I look across at Jonah. âIt wouldnât be too bad,â he says.
Heâs right. But Iâm still going to feel like a loser.
âTom,â says Jonah, reading my expression, âitâs not like youâre repeating .â
âEasy for you to say,â I reply.
âI know,â says Jonah.
The three of us are quiet for a minute or so. Eventually Mr Wo breaks the silence. âSo,â he says, âI was thinking I could send some work home with Jonah. And I could come here once a week and check how youâre doing.â
He raises an eyebrow at me. Jonah makes a face. âHow does that sound, Tom?â
âGood. It sounds good. Thanks, Mr Wo,â I say.
âJames,â he says, and smiles. Heâs nice. He has a really pretty face.
Mr Woâ James âstands to leave. âIâll see you Monday, Jonah,â he says. Then he turns to me and says, âand Iâll see you Friday afternoon, Tom.â
âYes, okay,â I say, leaving out his name. âThanks.â
Jonah and I stand and watch him walk down the drive to his car.
âOh, no,â I say to Jonah, âI forgot to tell him how much I love the mural.â
âTell him on Friday,â says Jonah.
The Minnow and I are down at the inlet. Jonah walked us there when he got home from school. He carried the Fish-Master. Heâs returning at dusk to walk me and the Minnow and the FishMaster back home.
Iâm not really enjoying it. There is no Bill, there has been no sign of Sarah, the Minnow canât seem to get comfortable and, to put the pie in the freezer (another Nana saying), a cold breeze has picked up from behind Ponters Corner and Iâm starting to shiver. I
Lex Williford, Michael Martone