present my sister, Sofia.â
At the sight of my mother, Feliciaâs expression changes like someone whoâs been put in front of a starving child in Africa. This tells me immediately that Via has given her the whole breast cancer sob-story. I groan out loud, but as usual, no one is paying any attention to me. Felicia steps around the table, heels clicking across the floor, and attempts to greet my mum with a kiss, which, due to my motherâs nervousness, ends up being wiped from her nose to her ear.
âItâs a pleasure to meet you Mrs Verdi.â
Mum bows to her like she is royalty. âSorry,â she says gesturing to her body, her clothes, the room, our life. Then she seems to sink lower into her nightgown, like she is trying to disappear. Felicia pats Mum on the shoulder, the way you might try and reassure a three-year-old who has wet their pants.
âYou look beautiful,â says Princess bloody Felicia.
Mum looks anxiously at Via like she isnât sure sheâs understood her properly.
âAnd this,â says Via apologetically, âis Mirabella.â She keeps gesturing at me, like Felicia might have trouble locating me in the room. Thereâs an awkward moment when everyone is staringat me, expecting me to say something I guess. When itâs clear this isnât going to happen, Felicia coughs nervously then walks over to me, her high heels clicking delicately against the floorboards. I have never met this girl before but I am almost certain she is going to try and hug me so I thrust my arm out for a handshake.
âGreat to meet you finally!â she says, taking my hand as Iâd hoped, but then walking straight through it and grabbing me in a flowery-smelling hug. It takes all my control not to shove her away. âNo need to be so formal. I want us to be friends.â
âMira is very grateful,â says Via, fishing in her handbag for her cigarettes. âShe has no friends. She is sad and mean, like her father.â
âVia!â says Mum horrified.
I put my hands on my hips. âMy sadness and meanness has nothing to do with him. I developed it all by myself.â
Via shakes her head, slips a cigarette between her lips. âIgnore her,â she says to Felicia then slides a chair out from the table. âSit and have a coffee. Weâll put on a fresh pot for you.â
âOh donât go to any trouble for me.â
âNo trouble. Mira will make it.â
Donât even think about saying yes, I think, glaring at Felicia with an eyebrow crunching scowl.
âUmm, thank you, but we really need to get going.â
Maybe sheâs smarter than she looks.
âYes!â says Mum. âLook at the time. Youâre going to be late!â
âDonât worry, Mrs Verdi,â says Felicia beaming, as she hooks a thick set of keys from her fashionable purse. âI have the Celica.â
***
Mum has put on a dressing-gown, the only one she owns and more suited to midwinter than the scorching heat of the morning. She hugs me tightly and kisses me on the cheeks, wiping sweat across my face. Felicia smiles antiseptically as she unlocks the car door for me. A Toyota Celica, I canât believe it. How embarrassing. Now everyoneâs going to think Iâm a yuppie. Why canât she be driving a Datsun like a normal person? Felicia opens the car door and Via leans in, starts groping the sheepskin seat covers like they might start purring.
âWhat a lovely car. Was it very expensive? â says Via, her ballooning bum wagging in the air.
âI donât know, Mrs Grassi. Daddy bought it for me.â
âReally?â says Via looking meaningfully at Mum. âYour father bought you this very nice, expensive car. He must love you very much.â
âOh yes. Weâre very close.â
Via makes her how-lovely face, which unfortunately looks more like sheâs suffering cramps. While they are all