be worse for him, if I had not.â
âHe is too sunk in his own life to remember anything,â said Egbert.
âAnd we are to find that comforting? Suppose we followed his example!â
âThis will pursue us to the end. In old age we shall remember being cast from our place.â
âIn our youth we shall suffer it. And it may lead to things we can foresee.â
âI did not dare to ask Father what she was like,â said Egbert.
âI purposely did not ask him. I did not want to show interest in her. And so showed how much I had.â
âI hope I shall never have the feelings of a normal man,â said Hugo. âI am sure he is more normal than anyone else.â
âMay I clear the table now, sir?â said Ainger, at the door, looking past Lavinia, as though to spare her.
âYes, clear it, of course. Other people will be coming in.â
âSo the news has transpired, sir,â said Ainger, as hepursued the task. âChanges come and carry us with them.â
âThat sounds more comfortable than it is.â
âThis one was a surprise, sir? Those who are nearest! They may be too close to see.â
âThat might be fortunate for them, if the closeness retained its virtue. But it loses it at the critical moment. Do you mean you were prepared?â
âWell, the wind blows, sir. And we know what is said.â
âI suppose it is always doing that,â said Lavinia. âI wonder more does not happen.â
âWell, an amount does, miss. Might I perhaps step to the door? The cloth for the crumbs escaped my memory.â
âOh, come in, Cook. So you were not surprised by the news?â
âWell, it was a matter of intuition, miss. And that has never been my weak side.â
âIt seems it was ours, and that of the whole family.â
âWell, what is under our eyes, miss. And in your case experience was wanting.â
âWell, we have it now. And it is held to be an advantage. Though it can seem an odd view.â
âYou put a face on it, miss,â said Cook, with a sympathy blunter than Aingerâs. âIt is what is due. Some must not betray themselves.â
âHow do you feel about having a new mistress?â said Egbert.
âIt is a premature enquiry, sir. We have not dwelt on the matter. We have our occupations.â
âSurely this is one of them,â said Lavinia.
âWell, miss, it remains uncertain. We can only wait.â
âBut all things come when we do that. It will do no good.â
âThe master has his rights, miss. It has to be said.â
âIt seemed it did have to. We all said it. I think he did so the most.â
âWe are all held to have them,â said Ainger. âBut I have asked myself what they are in my case.â
âThen you can answer yourself, Ainger,â said Cook. âYou do not happen to be the subject.â
âDo you think about yours, Cook?â said Hugo. âIt is a thing I have not had to do, as I am without them.â
âIt is not a point to dwell on, sir. I have my place.â
âAnd I have mine,â said Ainger. âAnd it seems I shall always have it.â
âIf you fill it, Ainger, and with your might,â said Cook. âThe question has another side.â
âWell, fate can strike any of our party at any time,â said Ainger, whose speech gained freedom in the absence of Selina and Ninian.
âAnd whom do you include in the term? You are not coupled with those otherwise placed.â
âDestiny is over all of us, high or low.â
âAnd is it for one of the last to express the matter?â
âThe candlesticks tarnish, miss,â said Ainger, polishing one as a pretext for lingering. âAnd things will have to be in shape. You have not seen the lady, I suppose?â
âDid you not use your ears at luncheon?â said Egbert.
âWell, his place was there,