canât explain.
She
And Math seemed pleased and touched the fawn. And suddenly there he was, a lovely strong boy, much larger than he should be for his age. Though I suppose, Iâd been counting in deer, not human, time.
He
I was horrified when Math turned the boy into a human child. That made it real, somehow. While we were in the forest, we were just animals. I was glad when Math sent the boy away to be baptised and fostered.
I wanted nothing to do with the creature.
6
Breeding Season
Joint Thought Channel 3 Feb 2210, 09:00
Apprentice
I still donât think itâs fair that Iâve got to be Gilfaethwy this time. You said youâd keep me from being sexually molested again. I donât want to be the female like you were last time.
Inspector of Wrecks
As far as sex goes, weâre quits. Youâve been raped, Iâve been topped by a buck. Look, we donât know what will happen next. Youâve just as good a chance of being safe in Gilfaethwy as anybody else.
Apprentice
Like hell.
Inspector of Wrecks
What was that? If I thought you were being insubordinate, youâd be back on Mars in a trice.
Apprentice
No, no, I wasnât. Please donât send me back.
Inspector of Wrecks
There are lots of people who would give their right arm for this opportunityâ¦
Apprentice
OK, OK. Iâll take Gilfaethwy, even if it means being punished some more.
Inspector of Wrecks
Itâs got nothing to do with what happened last time. I need to be Gwydion because itâs looking more and more likely that heâs the Mastermind. And if we can find his domain, then thereâs a chance that its archaeology will show us what happened on board this ship. After all, we have nothing else to go on.
Apprentice
Right.
Inspector of Wrecks
Now I donât want to waste any more precious VR time arguing. Thereâs a limit to how long we can spend in this mode. Are you ready?
Apprentice
I am. Letâs go.
Inspector of Wrecks
Oh, the forest again. Looks just like before. Except taller. And the smells, if anything, are even stronger.
Apprentice
Itâs not that the trees have grown, itâs that weâre shorter. Look!
Inspector of Wrecks
So we are. Weâre back to being animals.
Apprentice
Looking at you, Iâd say we were some species of wild boar.
Inspector of Wrecks
Doesnât the soil smell sexy? I canât keep my snout out of the humusâ¦
Apprentice
I donât want to be the bearer of bad newsâ¦
Inspector of Wrecks
Can you smell that fungus? Quick, Iâm sure there are truffles under this oak. Dig!
Apprentice
But it seems to me that Iâm the taller of us twoâ¦
Inspector of Wrecks
Youâre obviously not as sensitive to scent as I am, Iâm a champion hunter. Here! Look! Iâve found the delicacy, which I snuffle, scoff.
Apprentice
Math has swapped our roles around this year. Gwydion, who was the male last time is now the sow. And Gil faethwyâs taking his turn as a male, so that both brothers get to learn what it is to bear young. Oh, thatâs funny.
Inspector of Wrecks
What are you saying?
Apprentice
Because you swapped roles, you get to be the female again. And you know what happened last time. Weâre meant to breed! You get to bear the young! Thatâll teach you to cheat!
Inspector of Wrecks
If I were you, Iâd change your tone of voice.
Apprentice
Sorry.
Inspector of Wrecks
Of course, itâs perfectly fine with me to be female again. I suppose the idea is that I bear another child. Well, Math will dispose of it as he did the other. Canât even remember its name. Hyddwn or something. Never see it again, I hope.
Apprentice
Thatâs a bit heartless, even for a sow. To bring a child into the world and then abandon it gladly.
Inspector of Wrecks
I never wanted it, so why should I care?
Apprentice
Because, even if it is a fawn, itâs
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