then something propelled Bree to lean her face towards him. He hesitated but didnât stop her, so she leaned in further and closed her eyes. Her lips touched his, very, very gently. He didnât move. But his lips stayed there a second or two longer. When he pulled back, her lips felt cold.
âYouâre right,â he said. And he coughed, looking embarrassed. âLetâs get back inside.â
It should have been a beautiful moment Bree could always look back on. But no. Her dad had discovered her plans to move schools and taken a sudden ferocious interest in her future. She was forbidden from leaving Queenâs and forced to return that autumn â loaded with fresh teasing-material as the girl who did an Irish jig at the ball.
Mr Fellowsâs face had gone rigid with shock when sheâd entered her first English lesson. Since then, heâd refused to talk about it, wouldnât speak with her the way he used to, and now he was denying their kiss to her face.
Bree was, once again, an embarrassment. And with most people it didnât bother her, but this was Mr Fellows. And he was different. And now he felt about her just like everybody else did.
He put her coursework back into his desk and the tone of his voice changed â all calm and authoritarian.
âLook, I donât think weâre getting anywhere. Iâm sorry your manuscript was rejected again. I do think you should take on board what Iâve said. Try and make yourself, your life, a bit more interesting, and the interesting writing will follow. Stop shutting everyone out.â
Without another word, Bree ran from the room, humiliated. She streamed along the corridors and bashed through the door to the girlsâ toilets. She locked herself into a cubicle, pulled down her tights and sat on the loo seat, willing her eyes to stop prickling.
The bathroom door opened. People came in.
âOkay. I completely and utterly have to redo this mascara. It looks like a spider hijacked my face.â
It was Jassmine and her posse of perfects. Checking up on their make-up. Of course.
Bree stayed still, fighting the urge to sniff and accidently give away her lurking location.
âYou donât look like that. Your lashes look fab.â That was Gemma. Sucking up as usual.
âYou reckon? You donât think falsies are too much for school? I thought Iâd try it out today.â
âNah. They look amazing.â
Bree heard the clattering of a make-up bag being emptied into a sink.
âIâm trying to look my best at the moment. Hugo keeps messing me about and I think itâs easier to deal with all that stuff if you look nice, you know?â
âTotally. Whatâs he done now?â
âI dunno.â Jassmine sighed. âJust some rumours going round that he was all over some single-sex-slut at that party over the weekend.â
Bree leaned forward on the toilet so she could hear better. Sheâd heard Hugo talking about that girl this morning.
âYou believe the rumours?â
âI donât know.â
âWhy do you do it to yourself? If he makes you feel insecure?â
Jassmine? Insecure? Bree almost snorted and gave herself away.
âI donât know. Youâre right. Weâre technically broken up right nowâ¦but maybe I should finish it for good.â
Bree almost gasped.
âNot before his massive eighteenth though?â
Jassmine laughed. A gorgeous discreet titter. âOf course not. Itâs going to be the event of the year. Iâve already got about ten outfits on standby.â
âWell then, just make him behave until then.â
âYep.â The sound of lips being smacked together echoed round the tiled walls. âThis new lipstick should help. Anywayâ¦maybe Iâve not been behaving myself either.â
A gasp.
âJassmine? Seriously?â
âShh. Anyway, we are âon a breakâ.â
âWho? Who is