many yield up their true power
Out of weakness, the moment of passion
Betrayed by years of confused living—
For it is surely a lifetime work,
This learning to be a woman.
Until at the end what is clear
Is the marvelous skill to make
Life grow in all its forms,
Is knowing where to ask, where to yield,
Where to sow, where to plough the field,
Where to kill the heart or let it live;
To be Eve, the giver of knowledge, the lover;
To be Mary, the shield, the healer and the mother.
The balance is eternal whatever we may wish;
The law can be broken but we cannot change
What is supremely beautiful and strange.
Where find the root? Where re-join the source?
The fertile feminine goddess, double river?
IV
We think of all the women hunting for themselves,
Turning and turning to each other with a driving
Need to learn to understand, to live in charity,
And above all to be used fully, to be giving
From wholeness, wholeness back to love’s deep clarity.
O, all the burning hearts of women unappeased
Shine like great stars, like flowers of fire,
As the sun goes and darkness opens all desire—
And we are with a fierce compassion seized.
How lost, how far from home, how parted from
The earth, my sisters, O my sisters, we have come.
For so long asked so little of ourselves and men,
And let the Furies have their way—our treasure,
The single antidote to all our world’s confusion,
A few gifts to the poor small god of pleasure.
The god of passion has gone back into the mountain,
Is sleeping in the dark, deep in the earth.
We have betrayed a million times the holy fountain,
The potent spirit who brings his life to birth,
The masculine and violent joy of pure creation—
And yielded up the sacred fires to sensation.
But we shall never come home to the earth
Until we bring the great god and his mirth
Back from the mountain, until we let this stranger
Plough deep into our hearts his joy and anger,
And we shall never find ourselves again
Until we ask men’s greatness back from men,
Until we make the fertile god our own,
And giving up our lives, receive his own.
LOVE POEMS
THE LADY AND THE UNICORN
The Cluny Tapestries
I am the unicorn and bow my head
You are the lady woven into history
And here forever we are bound in mystery
Our wine, Imagination, and our bread,
And I the unicorn who bows his head.
You are all interwoven in my history
And you and I have been most strangely wed
I am the unicorn and bow my head
And lay my wildness down upon your knee
You are the lady woven into history.
And here forever we are sweetly wed
With flowers and rabbits in the tapestry
You are the lady woven into history
Imagination is our bridal bed:
We lie ghostly upon it, no word said.
Among the flowers of the tapestry
I am the unicorn and by your bed
Come gently, gently to bow down my head,
Lay at your side this love, this mystery,
And call you lady of my tapestry.
I am the unicorn and bow my head
To one so sweetly lost, so strangely wed:
You sit forever under a small formal tree
Where I forever search your eyes to be
Rewarded with this shining of our tragedy
And know your beauty was not cast for me,
Know we are woven all in mystery,
The wound imagined where no one has bled,
My wild love chastened to this history
Where I before your eyes, bow down my head.
SPRING SONG
When I came here in the evening
Long long ago
The apple blossoms foamed
Under my window,
Stiff coral branches, rich and still,
So still and fair,
It seemed a holy presence floated
On green air.
And that night peace was with me
For I did not know
That I would wake to find those riches melted
All like snow,
All gone, and the whole orchard green
Instead of white,
My love, my love, the fruit already knotted
After a single night.
THE HARVEST
Earth opens to the eyes
As though never seen,
All new, all fresh surprise
Greener than green
Where crystal streams are flowing
Through velvet banks,
Grass under water