Later she mentioned her concerns to Bridie.
âFiona was certainly full of grief last night, shock too, I think. She said even though her mother had cancer, she hadnât expected her to die so soon. She is full of remorse because she has spent so little time with her mother in recent years. It must be awful to be an only child and so alone, especially now. I hope you didnât mind me asking her to stay overnight, Mum?â
âNot at all, dear. Iâm pleased you thought of it. We all need friends at times like this. I was an only child too, remember, and I know what itâs like to be alone in the world. I shall never forget the kindness of your Aunt Meg and Uncle Peter. Did you offer to go with Fiona to make the funeral arrangements?â
âYes, but she said she would be all right. She liked Nick and she said he was right about things not being quite so alarming in the daylight.â
âOf course she would like Nick, everyone does. Even your father, and I didnât believe he would consider any man good enough for his wee girl,â Rachel teased, giving Bridie a glimpse of her dimpling smile. âHow will you feel about living away from Lochandee, Bridie, if he does buy a plot of land to build a house near the garage?â
âI should hate it!â The words were out almost before Bridie knew she had uttered them and she looked at her mother, wide-eyed and troubled.
âIt may be a choice youâll have to make, dear,â Rachel warned with some anxiety. âNick and the home he provides for you, or Lochandee. I must say weâd miss your help here if you have to leave, but I wouldnât like to see either of you hurt. Nick is ready for marriage and heâs getting impatient, I suspect.â
âDonât talk about it, Mum. I canât bear the thought of leaving Lochandee and my animals and Bill and Sandy, and â and everything. I couldnât bear not being here. Itâs my life! Auntie Alice trusted me to care for the Glens of Lochandee.â
âHave you told Nick that?â
âNo. He would be hurt if I said I wouldnât go to live wherever he lives. I almost hope he doesnât get a plot of land. But then I donât know what we shall do. O-oh why does life have to be so complicated!â
âDear Bridie, you donât know what troubles are yet. Nick is a fine man and he loves you. Thatâs a very precious thing, but donât expect him to wait for ever.â
âFiona said much the same thing!â Bridie frowned.
âCompromise is the only solution, dear. You think about it.â
Bridie remembered her motherâs advice when Nick came to collect her on Saturday afternoon.
âIâve got a reprieve from the milking,â she told him gaily. âBeth said she might as well be working too, since Harry will be driving Conanâs bus. So sheâs doing the milking with Sandy Kidd and Dad.â
âA-ah, good it is then, bach. Weâll make the most of it. Take you for a drive then, I will. Get away on our own for a bit, eh. Maybe we could go to the matinee at the cinema afterwards?â
âThatâll be lovely. I know itâs a cold day but I brought a Thermos and some sandwiches. Maybe we can have a picnic if we find a sheltered cove near the shore. Have you got enough petrol?â
âYes, been saving it up, I have. No time to go anywhere, see, with so much work. Making a profit we are, though.â
âWill it affect business at the garage if the government goes ahead with their plans to nationalise road transport, as theyâve done with the railways?â Bridie asked anxiously.
âHave to wait and see, we will. But itâs not work weâll think about today, eh?â He glanced at her and smiled. âThereâs pretty you are in your coat, Bridie. New is it?â
âMmm, and itâs lovely and warm.â
âI hope itâs me youâre