you would. Tell him it has to do with his son, Willie.â
I slumped into a chair. âSo weâre right back where we started.â
âNot quite,â Father said. For him, he sounded reasonable. âIâve left a message, and eventually heâll return the call. If Willie is missing, Mr. Groves is undoubtedly very busy and very worried.â
âShouldnât we call the police, then?â Sophie asked, twisting her hands together.
Father considered. It was one of the few times I could recall that he hadnât made an instantaneous decision. âNo. I think not. If there was a kidnapping and heâs not yet called in the police, for whatever reason, I donât want to cause further complications. A kidnapper might have threatened to harm Willie unless a ransom is paid without notifying the authorities. Thatâs not a decision I would like to make, if it were one of my children.â
âWouldnât you call the police?â I demanded, surprised to be talking to him this way.
âI think now that I would. But each case is different, and I canât know the circumstances in this one. Perhaps not. Perhaps if your lives were at risk, or Markâs, I would have to reconsider.â
âSo we canât do any more?â I asked in despair.
âNot for the moment. If I havenât heard from Bill Groves by tomorrow morning, Iâll try again to reach him. And this had darned well better be on the level, Joel. Otherwise, youâll find yourself grounded for the rest of your life. Understand?â
âIâm telling the truth,â I muttered.
âNow let me finish this paperwork,â Father said. So we left his study.
Sophie went back to practicing on the piano, and Mom was watching some soapy movie in the living room. I tried to watch TV in my room. I couldnât get into a program, though. I flipped all around the channels and nothing caught my attention.
Where was Willie? Who had taken him, and why? For money? How long would it be before a ransom could be paid, if it could be? What if it was a million dollars? Could Mr. Groves come up with that much? Was Willie hurt? Was he scared?
He had to be scared. I could imagine myself in such a predicament, and Iâd be terrified. I remembered a true story I heard about what had happened a long time ago, where kidnappers or terrorists had taken the grandson of a famous millionaire. To prove they had him, and to coerce the payment to them of a tremendous amount of money, they had cut off the boyâs ear and sent it to the grandfather through the mail.
I imagined opening up the box and seeing that ear. For a few seconds I thought I was going to throw up.
Usually I could entertain myself by making up stories. Some of them had me as the starring player, and I would have great adventures, perform incredible rescues, be the hero Iâd probably never be in real life. I could lose myself in fantasy.
Tonight it didnât work.
My imagination was still working, all right. But it wasnât a distraction, it drove me crazy.
I pictured Willie in a cellar, lying on gunnysacks in a coal bin, his hands tied behind him, a strip of duct tape across his mouth so he couldnât scream.
I saw Willie in the back of a car, on the floor with a blanket over him so nobody could tell he was a captive, choking on a gag theyâd put in his mouth.
I pictured him tied to a chair while somebody tortured him, trying to make him talk. I couldnât think what Willie would know that anyone would try to force out of him, but the image wouldnât go away.
Iâd made up stories about people before. Iâd enjoyed thinking about my brother lying mangled in the middle of the street, after heâd tattled on me for having tried one of our grandpaâs cigars. Father grounded me for a week. Once I imagined staking Father out on a bed of fire ants for being so unfair when Mark started a fight and he blamed me.