the young woman coming towards her.
âAgain we are meeting,â said a voice as lilting and strange as Prabhakaranâs flute.
Juliet was startled. It might have been Radha waiting secretly in the forest for her divine lover Krishna, so sudden and mysterious and beautiful was the apparition. The woman smiled and Juliet recognized her. It was the woman she had met in the market earlier in the day, the woman who had spoken about the price of eggs.
âForgive me.â Juliet was embarrassed by the pungent loops trailing from her hands. âI am just going to bury these.â
âYou must not do this work. You must have servants.â
âOh no, really. I do have a boy, in fact ⦠Itâs just that ⦠Why were you at Palayam Market? Do you not have a servant yourself?â
âOh yes. I have a servant. Once I had many servants. I do not myself buy in the market.â
âBut you knew the prices.â
âA good mistress always inquires of her servant the cost. It is necessary for the sound running of the household.â
âThen why were you in the market place?â
âIt is a special day for me. An auspicious day.â
âWho are you? Why have I never seen you before today?â
âFor many weeks I have not left my house. But now I shall be walking again in public.â
As she spoke she kept glancing along the path as though either expecting or dreading company.
âBut I thought â¦â Juliet murmured. âThis is not a public path. I mean I donât understand. Did you know that these are the estates of Shivaraman Nair? I thought only ââ
âHe is my kinsman. I also live on these estates.â
âOh!â
The woman was like a gazelle, light as air, beautiful as lotus flowers. Though her voice was soft and melodious, there was a sense of urgency about her, a kind of nervousness poised for defense or flight. Her silk sari fluttered like restive wings. There was gold at her wrists and ankles, a spectacular diamond and emerald ring on one finger, a nose jewel and earrings. It occurred to Juliet that she had never before seen a high-caste woman walking alone. In fact she had rarely seen one in public at all. They never seemed to leave their houses except as passengers in their black Ambassador cars, chauffeured by their husbands or the driver servant. Certainly she had never seen one at Palayam Market before.
âWho are you?â she asked again.
âI am Yashoda.â
âAnd I am Juliet.â
âI know. My kinfolk have spoken about your family. You must please visit me.â
âThank you. I would love to. Where is your house?â
âOver there.â She pointed behind her to the forested area beyond the rice paddy.
âI will certainly come. And you must visit us too.â
âThat is more difficult,â she said sadly. âNow I am going. This meeting with you is auspicious. Twice is most auspicious. Thank you.
âWait! Why is it auspicious? What do you mean?â
âToday is my birthday. I have consulted a very skilled astrologer to cast my horoscope. He told me that on this day I should take courage and appear again in public. He said I would meet a person of destiny who would bring me a great gift. I thank you for this.â
âOh, I donât think I could be ⦠wait â¦!â
But she made namaskaram and was gone like a blown petal along the path.
Juliet buried her scraps in the warm mud beside the rice paddy. Amused and disturbed. Wondering.
Everything was so unreal. People appeared and disappeared swiftly and insubstantially as illusions. No letters came. No radio, no news, no proof of anything existing beyond the fluttering horizon of coconut palms. The rice grew into dreams, the paddy mud silted up memory.
She had a panicky sensation of free-falling through oblivion, a sudden radical doubt about her own continuity. She rubbed her muddy and gut-flecked