of the classroom that I realized it was time for the next class and started to pack up my things in a hurry.
Brendan finding Josie being set on fire funny still didnât mean that Sophie had decided to let it go with me. As I got up, I accidentally nudged Sophie, who had been walking toward the door.
âUrgh!â she exhaled in exasperation, probably at the idea of me touching her, and looked at me in disgust as I hurriedly got out of her way.
Then she shook her head, swished back her perfect hair, and practically skipped toward Brendan, who, unlike me, clearly had been forgiven for the classroom standoff and was waiting for her by the door.
I finished packing up my stuff and began to make my way out too.
âChin up, Ms. Huntley,â Mr. Avery said cheerily as he took time out from wiping the board to look at me with sympathy. âYouâll make friends here eventually. Sometimes it takes a while to find your feet. I remember having no friendswhatsoever for a good few semesters at my middle school.â
âOh, wellââI stopped by the doorââthanks but I do have some friends here.â
âDo you?â he said, looking surprised. âSplendid!â
Then he got back to wiping the board.
Sometimes I really wish I was a hermit. Not only do they not have to deal with people in general, but theyâre also usually very wise. I can only aspire to that state of being.
5.
THE SCHOOL DANCE STRESSES ME out. and itâs NOT because I wonât have a date.
It is actually because school dances highlight the dictation of a dominating society on a youthful generation to locate a suitable partner of similar social standing with whom to spend the evening, not based on intellectual or personality compatibility, but on visual attraction alone. School dances are a staple of the dominant ideology in which we live, serving only the interest of a certain elite platform of students to exert their superiority and their peer influence, thus maintaining the existing state of the schoolâs social context.
OKAY, FINE, itâs because Iâll never find a date.
Ever since the semester started, everyone has been talking about this Beatus dance, which takes place at the end of the spring semester. Itâs for grades six to eight and apparently is kind of like a smaller version of the prom.
âWhat on earth is the Betty dance?â Iâd asked Jess one afternoon when I overheard for the third time that day someone in the bathroom talking about who was going to be elected for the committee.
âItâs the Beatus dance, you mongoose.â Jess laughed.
âIt means âblessedâ or âfortunateâ in Medieval Latin, Anna,â Danny explained gently, giving Jess a shove. This was typical Danny behavior, always on hand to remind Jess when to be a little more patient.
I once told him that I thought he was probably one of the nicest people I had ever met. âAnd your hair complements that.â I smiled.
âHuh?â He automatically ran a hand through his thick blond curls that really are spectacular.
âI think when it comes to you, Danny,â Iâd said matter-of-factly, âyour hair reflects your kindness and comforting nature.â
That didnât actually go down too well. It turns out boys donât really strive to be kind and comforting. Danny, Jess had informed me after heâd left grumpily, gets tired of always being âthe nice oneâ who girls want to be friends with.
The very next day after the curls comment I made sure to say, immediately as he walked in, âDanny! You look veryrugged today. I think itâs the way youâre carrying your backpack on one shoulder.â I ignored the muffled snigger of Jess next to me and continued with the confidence boost. âSeriously, something very manly going on there.â
He looked surprisedâbut Iâve noticed heâs carried his backpack on one