listening to the stereo. Heâd just broken up with a girl from the mainland and was a little bummed.
I guess Lucas and I made out for a while in the woods. I guess we eventually came back and collected Wade and drove back toward town. I say I guess because I donât remember exactly. Iâve tried, and sometimes in a dream, or in one of thosestrange moments of clarity that come when you see a certain picture, smell a certain fragrance that triggers memory, Iâll . . . but then itâs gone.
I do know what happened later. I know they took me to the hospital with a concussion and a broken wrist. I know that Wade died. And I know that my heart broke when Lucas admitted that he had been the one driving.
Jake came to see me in the hospital. His eyes were empty, his voice barely audible. I told him how guilty I felt. He told me, No, Claire. Lucas was driving the car. Lucas had rammed that tree. Lucas had killed his brother. Lucas was guilty.
And what was I? Just another one of his victims.
THREE
THE CURTAINS WERE OPEN AND the light was on in Jakeâs room. Zoey stepped onto the patio and pressed her face against the sliding glass door, searching the room for him. Not on the Soloflex machine. Not sitting at his computer. Not watching his TV.
She tried the door, but it was locked. He was probably upstairs with his parents. Zoey shrugged philosophically. She didnât really want to walk in on the whole family at this late hour, but she felt she needed to see Jake. It had been several hours since they had seen Lucas from her family room window, time enough for Jake to calm down a little, to mellow, as he sometimes did, from anger to his own brand of silent grief and remorse.
She walked up and around the house, arriving at the front door. She knocked, and in seconds Mrs. McRoyan opened the door and squealed her usual enthusiastic welcome.
âIs Jake home?â Zoey asked. âI didnât see him downstairs.â
Mrs. McRoyan made a puzzled face, wrinkling her blue eyes. âShould be. I canât imagine heâd go out this late.â
A sudden worry flashed through Zoeyâs mind. Had Jake gone off looking for trouble with Lucas?
âI know itâs late, but do you mind if I go see if heâs down there?â Zoey asked.
âWhat late?â Mrs. McRoyan protested. âI only wish youâd been here earlier. I had out the trusty Betty Crocker cookbook and was working on the apple tarte tatin, only this time I was making my own puff pastry. Would you like a piece?â
âSounds greatâlike everything you make, Mrs. McRoyan. But Iâm kind of full.â
âWhen are you going to start calling me Daisy?â She ushered Zoey inside.
âOh, probably not till Iâm at least thirty,â Zoey said. âI think Iâll just run on downââ
âWell, you know the way. But if you have time, stop back up here. No one around here appreciates the labor that goes into puff pastry. Sure, theyâll eat it, but my husband and Jake and Holly donât understand.â
Zoey trotted down the stairs. The rec room light was off, but the door to Jakeâs room was open. With a sense of foreboding, Zoey hurried forward.
Just then, the door to Jakeâs bathroom opened wide. Steambillowed out. She turned and saw him facing the mirror over the sink, his face covered in shaving cream.
His face was the only thing covered.
He turned and saw her. His eyes opened wide.
â Oh oh oh , I . . . I . . .â she replied.
He slammed the door shut.
She dived toward his room. âSorry!â she yelled.
âI just shaved my right cheek down to the bone!â he complained, his voice muffled by the door.
âI said I was sorry.â She chewed on her thumb. âI . . . I didnât see anything.â
âWhat is that, an insult?â
âThatâs not funny, Jake,â she chided. She heard him laughing softly.
âLook, all
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