closed.
As good as gone, he thought. No one was going to catch him now.
The steam cylinders huffed and cleared their throats, and the long steel spine started snapping and clanging. The car jerked beneath him. He crouched low and set his hands on either side for balance. Then as he rolled past the grain elevator, he blinked and jammed his knuckles into his eyes to push the nonsense out: materializing like some droll spirit from behind a heap of crates, and dwarfed by the giant coat he wore that flapped and billowed around him, his brother Danny came running, arms pumping, knees lifting and falling, head jabbing forward chickenlikeâall this motion, and yet there was a dreamlike sluggishness about him, too.
Dannyâs arm stretched forward. âItâs me, itâs me,â he yelled.
Eli jumped up and grabbed hold of the doorframe with his left hand and leaned out, reaching. Dannyâs hand felt small and damp. Stretching farther, Eli clamped hold of his brotherâs narrow wrist then pulled back hard against the doorframe, leveraging his weight and hauling Danny up like a catfish out of the river until they both fell back. Side by side they lay on the rough plank flooring of the boxcar, breathing hard.
âWhat in the hell,â Eli said.
Danny turned on his side, his roll of blankets caught beneath him. His eyes were huge. Besides the coat, which reached to his ankles, he wore a big, wavy-brimmed hat that made his ears stick out even more than usual. Both the coat and hat were their fatherâs. Dannyâs dog-eared bookâ Buffalo Bill, King of the Border Men âhad come free of his bedroll and lay open on the planking.
âWhere are we going?â he asked.
How in Godâs name? Eli thought. What would their mother do when she found Danny gone in the morning? He was tempted to grab his brother by his ears and toss him back out. Picking up speed, the train blew its whistle at the crossing west of town. Eli sat down, legs crossed Indian-style, on the rocking floor of the car, and Danny did the same, facing him.
âHow did you figure it out?â Eli asked.
The boy shrugged, matter-of-fact. He said, âThat money youâve been putting in the wall.â
âYou think this is going to be easy? You think itâll be fun? Well, it wonâtâsleeping outside, nobody watching out for us. Iâve got to send you home, you know.â
But Danny didnât seem to hear. He shook his head, smiling. âI didnât know if I was going to make it there, for a minute.â
âAnd no one cooking for us, either,â Eli said.
Danny reached into the pocket of his big coat and pulled out a tube of sausage and a brick of cheese that smelled so good Eliâs jaw began to sting.
âWhereâd you get that?â
âFogarty,â Danny said, grinning.
âHis smokehouse?â
Danny nodded. âWhile you were inside the hotel. What were you doing in there, anyway?â
âDoesnât matter,â Eli said. The mischief heâd pulled with the ring of keys seemed pointless now, foolish, not to mention dangerous and stupid.
âSo whereâs Dad? Did he send for you?â
Eli took the letter from his pocket and gave it a shake. âAll that snooping around you were doing and you didnât see this?â
âYou mustâve just put it in there,â Danny said.
âA couple days ago.â
âLet me see.â Danny snatched the letter from Eliâs hand. There was a flash of orange, and then Dannyâs matchlit, grinning face. âHere.â He handed the wooden match to Eli, reached into his big coat for the stub of a candle, and set its wick to the flame.
Danny flattened the letter on the splintery floor, then moved the candle back and forth across the lines. Eli sat and watched, recalling the sick turning of his stomach when he read it himself the first timeâalso the relief at having something real