pretense drops from Justinâs face and his smile softens. âOkay, okay. So my dad has gotten really weird this last year. He took a sabbatical to study regional lore, and he got totally wrapped up in the Hidden Door legend. I mean, I think he surpassed me.â
I giggle. âHow is that possible? No one is more obsessed with the Hidden Door than you.â
âAnd you,â he says, his voice soft and full of intense emotion. I meet his gaze and have to sit back down on the floor. Suddenly we are too close, this space too confining.
Swallowing against my dry throat I ask, âSo what does that have to do with the key?â
Just over a yea r ago, Justin kissed meâmy firstâ in a situation similar to this. We had been searching for the Hidden Door and had stopped to rest. I had come prepared with snacks so we hid in a little alcove and chowed down. After we ate, we had gotten into a deep conversation about what had happened to the original fraternity guys. Thanks to Justinâs dadâs connections at the university we had information on three of the seven. We liked to speculate about the other four.
Anyway, I donât know if it was the darkness or the closeness but out of nowhere Ju stin leaned over and kissed me.
And then he didnât talk to me for a week.
And then he up and got himself a girlfriend.
We have never talked about that night. And as much as my heart aches right now, I am not going to bring it up. I am not going to give Justin the chance to break my heart again, which he still has the power to do. Iâd be an idiot if I didnât acknowledge that fact.
He notices the change in my mood. Clearing his throat he continues, âSo, um, my dad got a little drunk one night just after Christmas and he started rambling about things that didnât make a lo t of sense to me at the start.â
A noise from do wn the hall makes us both jump.
âWhoâs there? Hey, whatâre you kids doing in here at this time of night?â A night janitor rounds the corner with a push cart full of cleaning supplies.
We scramble to our feet. Even though the buildings are open we really arenât supposed to be skulking around darkened hallways.
âJust taking a study break,â Justin says, picking up my back pack as evidence.
The janitor doesnât care, which he makes apparent by spitting into his garbage can before entering the office door we were just sitting in front of.
After heâs gone, Justin and I continue walking toward the gym. With every step I feel certain that the door canât be in here. Back in 1927 this place would have been either super busy or locked up tight. There wasnât the freedom that there is today. Plus there were only ten or so buildings on campus, including the three dorms. We decided a long time ago, after an initial perusal of many of the buildings, that the fraternity guys hid the gargoyleâs head in one of the buildings surrounding the castle or the castle itself.
âThe head canât be in here,â I say, stopping mid-stride. We canât waste anymore time chasing false leads. We need a plan. When I share my thoughts with Justin he looks suitably impressed that I have thought this through.
âLetâs go back to the law library,â Justin says, reaching over then taking my backpack from me. With the weight gone I feel so light, like I can fly. The adrenaline rushing through my veins ever since our run-in with The Vampire is starting to settle, and mellowness settles over me.
As soon as we step outside I regret my choice. The wind has picked up and the temperature has definitely dropped. I shiver. âLetâs cut through The Hun. Itâs too cold out here.â
Justin shrugs and we cut through the courtyard containing the body of the headless gargoyle. The area is now surrounded by a low hedge, but Justin jumps over with ease, my backpack thumping against his back. Sidling up to the