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been joking. He didn't look like he was teasing.
     
    "Yes, that Cindy. She's number one, lucky her."
     
    I shook my head in disbelief. "No way…"
     
    "Way…" He said with a small smile. "I can tutor you, if I have the time as long as my soccer and football practices won't get in the way." He said thoughtfully.
     
    "Nah, don't worry about me. I'll just ask Cindy."
     
    "You sure?" He said. I took a look at him, and he had this sort of dejected appearance on his face. It made me smile.
     
    "Why do you look sad?"
     
    He straightened his posture up, and coughed in a manly way. "Me? Sad? Really?"
     
    I waved him off. "Forget about it. I don't want you to ruin your masculinity by worrying about me." I teased.
     
    He stuck his tongue out at me childishly before he called me a loser. A few minutes passed, and Calculus ended by Mr. Taylor calling me up to talk with him. He was actually concerned, and asked if I was having a hard time. I told him the truth, and he asked me if I wanted to have one-on-one lessons with him. I politely rejected his kindness, and told him that I'd get help from Cindy. He smiled at the effort that I was trying to make before he dismissed me.
     
    Cindy. I needed to find her.
     
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    "Hey," I said to a certain blonde who was busy checking her well-manicure nails for chips and cracks.
     
    School finally ended and I found myself at the school's local coffee shop, trying to ask Cindy for help. I crossed my fingers behind my bag and hoped for a 'yes' from her.
     
    She looked up from her nails and at me, and gave me a smile before she asked me if I needed anything. I opened and closed my mouth a few times before I finally told her the kind of help I needed. I asked her if she could tutor me in Math, and I was now just waiting for her reply. I looked at her hopefully, and she returned my helpless look with a grin.
     
    "I don't think I can." She said simply, as she turned her gaze back to her nails.
     
    I cursed her mentally in my head, before asking her again. "Please Cindy, I'm a fast learner anyway, and I promise you I won't take up most of your time. Just an hour every other day would be enough."
     
    "Alex, an hour?" She asked, crossing her legs as she looked rather degradingly at me. I sat on the chair across from her ask, and asked her one last time.
     
    "I don't want to fail…"
     
    Please say yes…please say yes…please say…
     
    "Yes…" She said trailing off. "Only if you don't steal the guys I have my eyes on."
     
    So this was why she didn't want to tutor me earlier…? Because I was stealing her men…
     
    In the first place…I wasn't stealing any of them…secondly, why did she feel so threatened?
     
    "Any specific names…?" I asked, not the least bit amused. I crossed my arms over my chest, and waited for her to open her mouth.
     
    "She took a sip of her Frappe before telling me two names that made me question her.”Blake and Nathan…Nathan especially."
     
    "What happened to Anthony?"
     
    "Oh him…" She said, somewhat apathetically. "We went out last year."
     
    I nodded my head slowly and took in what she said. "Oh…okay."
     
    She nodded back at me, and I questioned her about something I had been meaning to ask her since last week.
     
    "Do you feel threatened by me?" I asked, very bluntly, as I slumped back comfortingly on the chair. I knew it was a very random question, but I just wanted to know if she did.
     
    Her body stiffened and she sent me a firm unyielding look. She opened and shut her mouth repeatedly before telling me to just mind my own business in a rather cruel, harsh tone voice.
     
    "Why do you care?" She asked, looking at me in a suspicious way.
     
    I got her sudden change of attitude as my cue to stand up and leave, and I wondered if we were ever going to get along. She seemed sort of nice when I first met her, but as the days passed, I felt her distancing herself away from me. She even told me not to steal  her  men.
     
    I didn't need an