a machinist,â he protested. âGood hands are a plus for that kind of job.â
âThatâs not what you meant by that statement and you know it. I donât intend to spend two weeks fending you off, Mike Tremayne.â
âDonât worry. You wonât be fending me off, Beth.â
âGood. Incidentally, how did you come by that jaguarâs tooth?â
âAn old medicine man gave it to me. For good luck. See you tomorrow.â He opened the door and stepped out into the rain. When he reached the driverâs side of the car he looked back at the studio. She might have thought the downpour would conceal the fact that she was standing right where heâd left her. And he couldnât really see her, but the glow from the candle gave away her position.
He took courage from that small action, and from the belief that sheâd let him kiss her on that night eight years ago because sheâd wanted his kiss. And despite the painful mark of her teeth on his lower lip, he suspected that she still wanted it. Of course that didnât solve anything. The fact remained that heâd jilted her sister.
Eight years ago heâd been unwilling to put his needs and perhaps even Bethâs needs ahead of that allimportant relationship between the two sisters. But Alana and Beth had grown up, and each had her own business in separate towns. Things had changed. He just wasnât sure if theyâd changed enough.
He switched on the ignition and turned on the carâs headlights. Then, on a whim, he flashed them off and on again, knowing she was still watching him. He leaned down to see if she would respond with the lantern. The light was gone.
3
B ETH STOOD IN THE DARK and watched the ruby taillights of Mikeâs car as it wound up the hill and out of sight. Hating herself for the impulse, she wanted to throw on her raincoat and follow him. The Tremayne house, a restored little Victorian, wasnât far up the hill, and after the way Mike had kissed her, she had no doubt of the reception sheâd get if she appeared on his front porch. Just imagining it made her liquid with desire.
She hadnât been truthful with him in many ways. His exotic travels during the past eight years excited her more than she dared admit. Sheâd smothered her questions about the places heâd seen, the people heâd known, because having him describe his adventures would make her wish sheâd shared them. How he and Alana would have laughed if sheâd confessed her secret desire to explore the jungle with Mike, to experience that dark sensual land in the company of the man she loved. She didnât have Alanaâs willingness to challenge the wilderness alone, but with Mike by her side, sheâd dare almost anything. Yet Mike had always planned to have those adventures with Alana, and Beth had remained silent when they teased her about her timid nature.
Sheâd tried to find a substitute for Mike, someone with whom sheâd feel safe to go adventuring. But the biker sheâd dated had been crude and unfeeling, and sheâd broken off the affair quickly. Her relationship with the professional skydiver had lasted longer, but in the end heâd been too self-absorbed to create the kind of mutual respect she needed. Sheâd begun to resign herself to a life filled with the company of her artist friends and a satisfying career, but no grand passion for a man.
Now Mike had walked back into her life and within minutes, heâd created an ache so demanding that she trembled from the effort to conceal her need. She knew if he made love to her it would only be a fling, and still she wanted him. Only one thought kept her from throwing herself into his arms. Alana.
Beth was pretty sure Alana had never stopped loving Mike. Like Beth, sheâd seemed to be searching for his double. Every man she brought home looked something like Mike, and a few even had the same first
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