hadnât even seen her mother since she was three years old. Her beautiful mother who missed her so much and sent her all her love.
âYou all right, honey?â Tap, tap, tap. âYou all right?â
Gilly sat up straight. Couldnât anyone have any privacy around this dump? She stuffed the postcard under her pillow and then smoothed the covers that sheâd refused to straighten before school. She stood up at the end of the bed like a soldier on inspection. But the door didnât open.
âAnything I can do for you, honey?â
Yeah. Fry yourself, lard face.
âCan I come in?â
âNo!â shrieked Gilly, then snatched open the door.
âCanât you leave me alone for one stupid minute?â
Trotterâs eyelids flapped on her face like shutters on a vacant house. âYou OK, honey?â she repeated.
âI will be soon as you get your fat self outta here!â
âOK.â Trotter backed up slowly toward the stairs. âCall me, if you want anything.â As an afterthought, she said, âIt ainât a shameful thing to need help, you know.â
âI donât need any helpââGilly slammed the door, then yanked it openââfrom anybody!â She slammed it shut once more.
âI miss you. All my love.â I donât need help from anybody except from you. If I wrote youâif I asked, would you come and get me? Youâre the only one in the world I need. Iâd be good for you. Youâd see. Iâd change into a whole new person. Iâd turn from gruesome Gilly into gorgeous, gracious, good, glorious Galadriel. And grateful. Oh, Courtneyâoh, Mother, Iâd be so grateful.
âLord, you are so good to us.â Mr. Randolph was saying the supper blessing. âYes, Lord, so very good. We have this wonderful food to eat and wonderful friends to enjoy it with. Now, bless us, Lord, and make us truly, truly grateful. Ah-men.â
âAy-men. My, Mr. Randolph, you do ask a proper blessing.â
âOh, Mrs. Trotter, when I sit before the spread of your table, I got so much to be thankful for.â
Good lord, how was a person supposed to eat through this garbage?
âWell, Miss Gilly, how was school for you today?â
Gilly grunted. Trotter gave her a sharp look. âIt was OK, I guess.â
âMy, you young people have such a wonderful opportunity today. Back when I was going to schoolâoh, thank you, Mrs. Trotterâwhat a delicious-smelling plate. My, myâ¦â
To Gillyâs relief, the blind manâs attention was diverted from his tale of childhood schooldays to the organization of the food on his plate and the eating of it, which he did with a constant murmuring of delight, dropping little bits from his mouth to his chin or tie.
Disgusting. Gilly switched her attention to William Ernest, who, as usual, was staring at her bug-eyed. She smiled primly and mouthed, âHow do you do, sweetums?â
Sweetums immediately choked on a carrot. He coughed until tears came.
âWhatâs the matter, William Ernest, honey?â
âI thinkââGilly smiled her old lady principal smileââthe dear child is choking. It must be something he ate.â
âAre you all right, baby?â asked Trotter.
W.E. nodded through his tears.
âSure?â
âMaybe he needs a pat on the back,â Mr. Randolph offered.
âYeah!â said Gilly. âHow about it, W.E., old man? Want me to swat you one?â
â No! Donât let her hit me.â
âNobodyâs gonna hit you, honey. Everybody just wants to help.â Trotter looked hard at Gilly. âRight, Gilly?â
âJust want to help, little buddy.â Gilly flashed her crooked-politician smile.
âIâm all right,â the boy said in a small strangled voice. He slid his chair a couple of inches toward Trotterâs end of the table, so that he was no longer