here?
She rounded a tree. Her brotherâs grave was aheadâand a new Dragon Ball Z figurine rested atop his headstone. Caitlin stopped, confused. She was the only person who placed new action figures on his grave. Well, she and . . .
Her thoughts halted as a figure appeared from behind another tree. It was Jeremy Friday. The only other person who cared enough to leave Taylor little tokens.
Jeremy turned and saw Caitlin at the same time. His eyebrows shot up, and his eyes softened. His expression looked hopeful, which filled Caitlin with all kinds of emotionsâlove, relief, excitement, and anxiety, too. Shetook in his lanky frame, holey Star Wars T-shirt, and dark jeans. If youâd asked her even a few weeks ago if sheâd go for someone like Jeremy, Caitlin wouldâve laughed. But he was perfect. A diamond in the rough. Heâd been under her nose this whole time, and she hadnât seen how special he was.
And what was even more perfect? That Jeremy was smiling at her instead of scowling. The last time sheâd seen him was two nights ago in the Fridaysâ basement, when all the Granger stuff had gone down. Josh, her ex-boyfriend and Jeremyâs brother, had caught them together, and instead of standing up for their new relationship, Caitlin had just kind of . . . bolted. Sheâd assumed Jeremy hated her for that.
But when she stepped toward him, he pulled her into a hug. âIâm sorry,â Caitlin blurted, overwhelmed. âAbout everything . Iâm sorry I just ran like that. I just . . . I donât know.â
âItâs okay.â Jeremy kissed the top of her head. âYou were caught off guard.â
âThatâs an understatement,â Caitlin said emphatically.
âBut, well,â Jeremy faltered, playing with her hair. â Do you still want to be with me? I meanâI understand that itâs really complicated, so . . .â
In reply, Caitlin stood up on her tiptoes and kissed him, cutting him off. âDoes that answer your question?â she breathed, when they broke apart.
He rested his forehead against hers. âThat pretty much tells me everything I need to know.â
They looked down at Taylorâs grave. Caitlin wondered what Taylor would think about this turn of eventsâher now being with quirky, kinda-geeky Jeremy, her younger brotherâs best friend, instead of popular ultrajock Josh. It had happened unexpectedly: Caitlin had run into Jeremy at Taylorâs grave a few weeks ago, when she was going through a particularly tempestuous timeâshe wasnât sure if she wanted to continue playing soccer, she didnât know if she was with the right guy, she was still so mixed up and angry about Taylor, and she and the others had just pulled that prank on Nolan. Theyâd got to talking, and Caitlin had realized how easily she connected with Jeremy. And how much he understood what she was going through. Josh never even asked about Taylor. He seemed to think that avoiding uncomfortable issues was the answer.
Jeremy shifted his weight. âSo have you talked to Josh at all?â he asked, as if there was a big sign over Caitlinâs head broadcasting what she was thinking.
Caitlin stiffened. âYeah,â she said vaguely, making a face.
âThat good of an experience, huh?â
She kicked up a divot of grass. Sheâd run into Josh that morning at schoolâwhich had been weird enough because of the whole Granger thing. Girls were literally sobbing because Granger was gone, placing bouquets of flowers in his doorway and meeting during lunch to pray about him around the flagpole. Caitlin had been amazed that even the girls whoâd turned up on Grangerâs phoneâlike Jenny Thielâhad been in the tight knots of sobbing kids or had been one of the distraught teens slipping into the guidance counselorsâ offices during class. It was like they had blinders on regarding what a