easier.â
âOf course.â
Christine had then looked up at Charlotte, realizing that they were being observed. She smiled broadly.
âItâs a funny thing,â Allington was saying, unaware that Charlotte was close by, standing on the grass. âOf all the things I see in my mindâs eye, itâs the sea and the muzzle of the Lewis aimed through the propellers. The rippling look of the sea, and the rippling of the propeller. Why do you suppose that is?â
Christine did not offer any trite opinion. She sat back and thought about what Allington had said. âThe two are very similar,â she observed, at last. âWhen you think about it. Theyâre a pattern. Rippling lines. One horizontal. One vertical. Youâll have developed observation by looking through the Lewis gun lines and the propeller, wonât you? So itâs stayed there.â
âI see it,â he said. âJust like when you shut your eyes against the sun, you see patterns of whatever was there.â
âShadows and lines.â
âYes, quite.â Allington smiled. He had a pleasant face, if one did not look too closely at his scarsâthe fretwork of lines that radiated over his forehead and brows. Then he seemed to realize Charlotteâs presence, and turned around.
âItâs Nurse Cavendish.â She was allowed to call herself this, halfway through her VAD training. âShall we walk back? The doctorâs rounds will be very shortly.â
She had glanced at the drawing pad before she left.
Christine had not drawn Allington. She had drawn his vision of the sea.
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C harlotte gazed at Christine now above the rim of her glass.
âDid you draw me today?â
âI didnât bring anything. But I shall if you like. You and Michael together, a portrait?â
âI suppose thatâs the done thing. Iâll ask Father to commission a portrait. He can afford you. I canât.â
Christine laughed. She had become well known in the last few months, after she had painted Dora Carrington. âShall I be outrageously expensive?â
âOutrageously.â
âOh good,â Christine said. âIt will pay my bills all winter. Will he mind?â
âFather?â Charlotte considered. âYou know, he doesnât seem to mind anything much. Not at all how he used to be. Itâs sweet, but odd. He seems like a volcano thatâs gone silent. I donât know what would rouse him. I sometimes fear it.â
âThat heâll blow his top? Over what?â
âWho knows, if Motherâs situation doesnât rouse him? He looks at her with such mystification. So very perplexed. I worry that one day his anger will come back.â
âWhat will he do? Chase her up the Strand with a carving knife?â
Charlotte laughed, then her face fell. âPerhaps,â she murmured. âDear God, I hadnât considered that.â
Christine put down her glass and came and sat beside Charlotte on the bed. âIt was a joke, darling.â She put her hand over Charlotteâs, and Charlotte looked down at their intertwined fingers.
âDo you remember when Mother brought you to Rutherford last year?â
âHow could I forget? Such a shock.â Christine gazed up at the ceiling, smiling, remembering. She then closed her eyes. âAn arts fair. I thought I was coming to one of those dreadful charity galas. You know . . . âone of our remarkable lady artists.â The one I had been to before in Chelsea Town Hall had been run by a set of behatted matrons who asked if I would do little caricatures of guests for sixpence a time. They thought thatâs what I did . . . cartoons and sketches. It was purgatory.â
Charlotte smiled, looking at the arch of Christineâs neck, the sculptured bone of her clavicle, the thinness of the shoulders under the purple