pack and displayed the contents of the mushroom sack. âMushroom hunting, Bert. You used to go with me and the kids sometimes. I left you a note.â
âYour note said you were going shopping.â
âI plan to. I thought Iâd do it on my way home, but I got rained on in the hills, so I decided to come home and change before I did the shopping.â
âItâll have to wait. Give me the keys.â
She became very still inside. Something clicked, like a relay switch. She said softly, âBert, you know what the judge said. Nowâs not the time to get him down on youâ¦â
He jerked the car door open. âGive me the goddamn keys. The judge wonât do a damned thing, and you know it. Iâm not drunk, Iâm not going to drink, itâs Saturday, and nobodyâs gonna be watching the goddam monitor on Saturday! Iâm going over to Larryâs place to watch the game with him and Bill. Now come on!â
He wore an expression she had learned to heed, one thatwas a half-step from violence, one that begged her to cross him and give him an excuse to go over the edge. Normally at this point she dissolved into sludge; tears and whines, attempts to dissuade him. Today, amid this new clarity, she did a much simpler thing. Leaving the keys in the ignition, she edged away from him, across the passenger side and out, taking the pack with her.
âThey impounded your car, Bert. If you get picked up in my car, theyâll impound my car too.â Without difficulty, she kept her voice perfectly level, normally an achievement in itself. âI wonât have any way to get to work.â
He jeered, âMoo, moo. Bossie-Benita the human cow! You worried your hubbyâll let you starve?â He climbed in behind the wheel and backed out into the street, wheels screaming.
She stood where she was, not moving. The car was stopped, half into the street, while he waited for her to do something. Come after him, maybe. Make a face. Stamp her foot. It wouldnât take much. Any little thing. She turned to the trash barrel and took the empty cans from the pack, one at a time throwing them away, paying no attention to the beer cans, which ordinarily she would have gathered up immediately. Today she realized he would consider her throwing them away a comment on his morningâs activities, so she let them lie. Bert was always able to establish that she had done something wrong, no matter what she did, and ordinarily she kept a wary eye on him. Today she ignored him as she fiddled with the trash until the car went away too fast, squealing before it got to the stop sign, only half stopping before screeching around the corner and away.
Six months ago there had been two injured, one dead. A trial date months in the future. And a judge with no more sense than to accept that âdonât lock him up, heâs a working manâ argument. She had explained the situation to his lawyer. Benitaâs father paid Bert when and if he showed up at the salvage yard. Since he didnât often show up, he wasnât really a working man. The public defender said his first duty was to his client, and it would go easier on him if he were a man with a job and a family to support.
âBut heâs not,â she said.
The lawyer gave her a mulish stare. âWell, he must contribute something. The houseâ¦â
âRight. His mother left him the house when she died. Bert sold his last piece of art thirteen years ago. For the last ten years, Iâve paid the property taxes and maintenance, because thatâs the last time Bert worked for money. Last year Bert took out a mortgage on the house so he could pay cash for a new car, which he said he needed for a new delivery job he was taking. I donât know what happened to the job, but he borrowed on the car for drinking and gambling money. When he was picked up for drunk driving, they impounded the car and the finance agency
R. C. Farrington, Jason Farrington