fifteen-knot wind was biting and blowing up from off the Bay, pushing before it the occasional large drop of what was to be the first real rainstorm of the season. Although Sam Silverman’s pawnshop was located only one block south of the always-congested Union Square neighborhood, tonight—with the awful weather and deep blackness—the street out front was all but deserted.
Silverman had already locked the front door and pulled both sides of the antitheft bars on their tracks. Now all he had to do when he was ready to leave was to unlock the door again for a moment, step outside, and pull the bars so that he could padlock them together. He stood at the door inside an extra second and frowned—that hour of lost daylight always depressed him for the first week or so.
Sighing, he turned and walked back through the center aisle of his shop, reaching out and touching the treasures of other people’s lives against which he’d loaned them money—guitars and saxophones and drum kits, silverware, cutlery, fine porcelain china sets, doll collections, televisions, radios, microwave ovens. Much of it bought new in a spirit of hope for the future, now most of it abandoned forever, secondhand junk without a trace of dream left in it.
At the back counter, he stopped again, struck by the display. Jewelry was by far his biggest stock item, and the watches and rings, the necklaces and earrings, though lovely, tonight seemed to hold even more pathos than the other goods. These were mostly gifts—at one time they’d been the carefully chosen expressions of love, of vows taken and lives shared. Now they were locked under the glass in a pawnshop, to be sold for a fraction of their cost, with all the human value in them lost to time and need.
He shook his head to rid himself of these somber thoughts. The start of winter always did this to him, and he’d be damned if he’d give in to it. Maybe he was getting that sickness where you got sad all the time when the weather sucked. But no. He’d lived in San Francisco his whole life, and God knew there had been enough opportunity that he would have caught it before now.
It was just the early darkness.
He glanced back at the front door and saw himself reflected in the glass—a small, somewhat stooped, decently dressed old Jewish man. It was black out there. Time passed during which he didn’t move a muscle. When he heard the wind gust, then fade, and drops of rain just beginning to sound slowly onto the skylight overhead, he started, coming suddenly back to where he was. He looked up at the source of the noise—the skylight, covered with bars, was just a dark hole in the ceiling.
The thought crossed his mind that he wished he’d kept up his contract with Wade Panos. It would be nice on a miserable night like tonight to have one of his big and armed assistant patrol specials walk with him the two blocks around the corner to the night deposit box at Bank of America. But he and Sadie had gone over it and decided they couldn’t justify the prices anymore, especially since Wade was raising them again.
While it was somewhat comforting to have the private patrol watching out for you—especially on your walks to the bank—it wasn’t as though this part of the city was a magnet for violent crime anymore. Nothing like it used to be. The shop hadn’t even had a window broken in over twenty years. No, the Patrol Special was a luxury he really didn’t need and couldn’t afford anymore. And it wasn’t as though the city police didn’t patrol here, too. Maybe just not as often.
Still, though, he considered calling the station and requesting an officer to walk over to the bank with him. But even if they could spare anyone, he’d have to wait here another hour or so. Maybe he just shouldn’t do the errand tonight. But Thursday, after the poker game, was always his deposit night. And last night he’d made one of his biggest hauls.
He flicked on the small night-light in the jewelry
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The Gardens of Delight (v1.1)