the stuff Iâm talking about. Thatâs why I do my show.â
âBut you ainât makinâ no money, Bryan. And Mama says if you ainât makinâ no money, you gonna have to pay her and Daddy back for school.â
âJayd, life is about more than money.â
âYeah, well, tell that to Mama when she writing checks for your student loans.â
âYeah, yeah. Thatâs why I got the job at Miracle Market to help Mama out. But Jayd, you gotta listen to this right here.â
When Bryan gets passionate about something, he really feels it and wants everyone else to feel it as well.
Everyone is real proud of Bryan. He got into IT&T and went for it. He always knew he wanted to be a music engineer/ producer. He went to school for two years and just graduated in June.
He plays stuff like Portishead and Pink, Kina and Lenny Kravitz. In grade school they made fun of him for being âdifferent.â He was the kid with the âXâ shirt and the Afro with a pick in his head. He was a teenager in the ninetiesâyou know, Jodeci, Jordan, and Jeri Curls named Wave Neu-veau. But there was nothing revolutionary about Bryanâs homies.
Most of Bryanâs friends from around the block are either in jail, dead, or doing something to end up in jail or dead. Bryanâs had his share of minor run-ins with the law, but now heâs just trying to do right.
Thatâs why he got a job at the radio stationâso he could exercise his political voice through music. Each night he has a theme. One night he might be feeling real spiritual and heâll play some India Airie or Jill Scott. Another night he might be feeling revolutionary and play KRS 1 or Bob Marley. Sometimes he might feel soulful and drop some Nina Simone and Dextor Gordon on his listeners.
His absolute favorite artist is Sade. He swears heâs going to go to Jamaica and win her away from her baby daddy.
âWatch, Jayd. Iâm gonna be a big-time DJ and Iâm gonna be in Jamaica covering the annual island festival and sheâs gonna be one of the artists.â
âWhen have you ever heard of Sade performing at one of them festivals? Theyâre usually dance-hall and rap artists, Bryan.â
âThe year Iâm supposed to meet my wife will be the year sheâs there. Now, as I was saying, sheâs gonna be coming up off stage after performing, glistening with sweat. And sheâll see me behind stage. Our eyes will meet. Iâll tell her sheâs the most beautiful woman God ever created. And sheâll say sheâs dreamed of meeting me and Iâll say . . .â
âOh, Sade, forgive me! I usually keep my stalker identity on the low, but I just canât help it!â
âWhatever, Jayd. It ainât worse than you dreaming about that Black dude on CSI.â
âOh no, I will marry Gary Dourdan and we will have beautiful babies together. Iâm already knowing.â
âJayd, that dude is old enough to be your daddy.â
âAnd Sade is old enough to be your mama.â
âBut Iâm grown. So, thatâs okay. You, on the other hand, are still wet behind the ears, know what Iâm sayinâ?â
Bryanâs such a know-it-all. He always gets the last word.
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âJayd. Jayd! Get out the bathroom or you gone miss your bus,â Mama says from the hallway. I finish getting dressed, take one last look in the mirror, noticing Mamaâs pimple potionâs worked overnight and grab all my stuff to put back in the closet.
I hate having to get up so early to go to school. Redondo Beach is just too far to go every morning, I swear. It wasnât so bad when KJ was taking me to school over the summer. But now that weâve split, Iâm back to taking the bus.
I donât know what Iâd do without the Metro bus. My mom says when she was growing up it was called the RTD and everybody who rode it would call it the