prepped, and soon we could sleep.
I inhaled sharply as a set of hands wrapped around my waist. âHello, wife,â Carter said, kissing my cheek. âAre you still working?â He smelled like his job: cut grass andsunshine. I had been sure he would be stuck in the stablesâsomewhere he would be hidden away from the eyes of the kingâjust as Iâd been buried in the kitchen. Instead, he was walking around with dozens of other groundskeepers, hiding in plain sight. He came in at night with the outdoors hanging on him, and for a moment, it was like Iâd been outside, too.
I sighed. âIâm almost done. After I tidy up here Iâll come to bed.â
He nuzzled his nose into my neck. âDonât overdo it. I could rub your hands if you want.â
âThatâd be perfect,â I crooned. I still loved my end-of-the-day hand massagesâmaybe more so now that they were given to me by Carterâbut if my day ended well after bedtime, it was a luxury I typically went without.
Sometimes my thoughts got stuck on memories of my days as a lady. How nice it had been to be adored; how proud my family was; how beautiful I felt. It was difficult to go from being constantly served to being the one constantly serving; still, I knew things could be much, much worse.
I tried to keep the smile on my face, but he saw through it.
âWhatâs wrong, Marlee? Youâve seemed down lately,â he whispered, still holding me.
âI really miss my parents, especially now that Christmas is so close. I keep wondering how theyâre doing. If I feel this sad without them, how are they managing without me?â I pressed my lips together, as if I could mash the worry out of them. âAnd I know itâs probably silly to care about this, butwe wonât be able to exchange gifts. What could I give you? A loaf of bread?â
âIâd love a loaf of bread!â
I giggled at his enthusiasm. âBut I wouldnât even be able to use my own flour to make you one. Itâd be stealing.â
He kissed my cheek. âTrue. Besides, the last time I stole something, it was pretty big, and I got more than I deserved, and Iâm already happy with what I have.â
âYou didnât steal me. Iâm not a teapot.â
âHmm,â he said. âMaybe you stole me. Because I distinctly remember belonging to myself once, but now Iâm all yours.â
I smiled. âI love you.â
âI love you, too. Donât worry. I know itâs a difficult season, but this isnât forever. And we have a lot to be grateful for this year.â
âWe do. Iâm sorry Iâm so down today. I just feelââ
âMallory!â I turned at the sound of my new name. âWhereâs Mallory?â a guard asked, coming into the kitchen. He was with a girl Iâd never seen before.
I swallowed before answering. âHere.â
âCome, please.â
His voice was urgent, but the fact that he said please made me less frightened than I would have been otherwise. Each day I fretted more and more that someone would tell the king Carter and I were living secretly in his home. I knew that if that ever happened, the caning would seem like a prize instead of a punishment.
I kissed Carterâs cheek. âIâll be right back.â
As I passed the girl she gripped my hand. âThank you. Iâll just wait here for you.â
My forehead scrunched in confusion. âOkay.â
âWeâre all counting on absolute secrecy,â the guard said as he led me down the hall.
âOf course,â I answered, though I still didnât understand.
We turned down the officersâ wing, and I became even more confused. Someone of my rank shouldnât be allowed in this part of the palace. The doors were all closed except for one, where another officer was standing just outside. His face was calm, but his eyes were