brains and
skill.”
“And what will happen if she accepts the clan’s vote of confidence
and becomes the named heir?”
Ruairc threw his hands wide in despair. “Then she will be in danger
as tanaist of the sept, which is right back where this
discussion started. I don’t have all the answers, Aunt Agatha. I
can’t see into the future. All I know is that her father needs her
now.”
Ruairc began to pace the room once more, running his fingers through
his thick black hair, his lustrous green eyes sparkling in the
firelight.
At length he declared. “I don’t know if she will trust me, or ever
be able to love me again, but she did once, long ago, of that I'm
sure. Perhaps in time she will again. But I can't break my
confidence. Unless the person responsible tells her where I was on
the day of Conor’s death, I must remain silent upon the subject.
"But I give you my word, she is the only thing of value I cherish in
this whole world. I will not allow her to be harmed. Nor will I give
her up to the Church, or to another man, without a fight.”
Morgana’s tap and entrance into the room prevented Agatha from
making any reply. She walked up to the Mother Superior for a
blessing.
“My prayers are with you and your family, my dear," she said,
resting her hands on Morgana's head. "The Lord will watch over you
and those you love."
Morgana felt a lump in her throat as she whispered, “I’ll be back
soon, Mother.”
Morgana felt her hand placed in Ruairc’s strong grip. The sensation
was both entrapping, and oh so right, like she had been on a long
journey, and had at last come home. She removed her fingers from his
clasp gently, though her instinct made her want to jerk them away.
She did not even look at him.
He gritted his teeth, but schooled himself to be patient. The
mistrust and suspicion of the past two years was not going to be
wiped out in only a few minutes.
Agatha said softly, “If I never see you again, Morgana, remember I
will always be with you in spirit.”
Ruairc saw his aunt’s face whiten, and he sat her down in a chair
quickly.
“You're not ill, are you, Aunt?” Ruairc whispered, as the icy grip
of her gnarled old hand clutched at his arm.
“Of course not, my son. But none of us can predict the future, now
can we? It is all in the hands of God. Farewell to you both.
"Ruairc, take her now, and go. Don’t come back unless she insists,
and don’t argue,” Agatha added in an undertone as Ruairc bent to
kiss her wrinkled cheek.
Ruairc took Morgana by the hand once more. Oddly chastened by
Agatha's words, she went along to the stables as meekly as a lamb.
"Are you ready, Morgana?" he asked softly.
He was linking his fingers together near the side of one of the
saddled horses. She knew what he was asking. But there was a great
deal more to his question than whether she would mount the steed.
She smiled impishly to herself. Taking a few steps to the rear of
the beast, she ran up and jumped, pushing off the beast's great rump
with both hands, to land squarely in the saddle.
Despite himself, Ruairc laughed. "Not even two years as a novice can
tame your spirit, I see."
"Nay, nor any man either," she said stiffly, gathering the reins.
She thumped her heels into the horse's side and moved off, leaving
him staring after her with a look of longing that was unmistakable.
As was the joy in her soul as she headed out of the gates. Home! Morgana’s heart sang within her breast. I’m going home.
She tried to tell herself that Ruairc being with her had nothing to
do with the sensation, but all the same, as he settled his horse
into an easy canter beside her, it was hard to forget the fact that
he had been so much a part of her life for so many years that them
being together had been like the