who did most of the cleaning of the house when they had to move her out. I know he found some pretty old stuff. Old books, old pictures, I think. The family had been in the place for so long, see, no one knew how old some of the stuff was that was packed away in there. He told me he got a few hundred dollars selling some of the old books. But since youâre interested in history, like you say, maybe you want to take a look? I can give you his number if you want. If I can find it. Itâs been a few years.â
âSure. That would be great. Thank you.â
As I said this, a happy little warble came from under the hooded stroller.
âOh!â Patty clapped her hands. âI was hoping sheâd wake up!â
I pulled open the hood, and Patty peered in. âHow are you, Little Miss? Ooh, look at your little lamb fleece! What a doll!â
âShe seems pretty well rested,â I said. âOr sheâd be crying.â
âHey, honey.â Patty leaned closer to Lucy, who seemed to narrow her eyes at her. âOh! Dear. What happened, honey? What happened to your sweet little face? Did you take a tumble? Youâve got almost like a shiner there.â
âShe . . .â I started to explain that we werenât sure what happened, but realized that sounded worse than almost anything else I could say. In fact, we donât watch her at all. Couldâve been a sharp corner, couldâve been a falling whiskey tumbler. What can you do? Canât watch âem every minute.
âShe bumped the side of her crib. When she was sleeping.â
âHuh. Kind of an interesting shape, that bruise. Almost perfectly round.â Patty sighed and looked up at me. âIsnât that what those baby bumpers are for? My niece, she had some real pretty ones for her daughter. They had pink and orange polka dots. The whole room was pink and orange. Real bright. It was gorgeous. But you can get bumpers to match whatever youâve got going on in her room, you know?â
âThey say bumpers are a safety hazard now,â I said. âBabies get their heads caught under them sometimes and suffocate.â
Patty made a face. âHuh. I bet it doesnât happen very often, though. One person doesnât tie on their bumpers right and one kid has a freak accident and then thatâs the end of the baby bumper business. Thatâs how it goes these days, huh?â
I hesitated. I wasnât sure I wished to extend this conversation.As much as I was dreading the wordless monotony that awaited me inside the house, this was probably worse. It was a toss-up.
âI know, right?â I said.
Lucy popped her hand in her mouth and started sucking on it enthusiastically.
âSheâs hungry,â Patty said. âShe says, âMama, feed me.ââ
âWeâd better go in and do that, then,â I said.
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Chapter 12
Northampton Lunatic Hospital
Northampton, Massachusetts
December 20, 1885
A re you listening to me? What are you squinting at? Yes, that is indeed a wire screen up there around that beautiful balustrade. They installed that a couple of months after my arrival here. A woman had jumped and died. Not the first, apparently. Itâs remarkable that this hospital had been functioning for decades before someone thought of that, isnât it? Progress! It seems to me a more obviously efficient preventative move than denying almost all of us forks at meals, but I am not a medical doctor, so perhaps it is not for me to say.
Now. Where was I? I believe I was about to tell you about Marthaâs birth. I have never told you the story of her birth till now since, while a man of science, you are still a man. Nonetheless, now you are a man sitting before a madwoman, so you will have to endure the details.
You see, dear brotherâI was convinced, even months before the event, that I was to die. The fact that no one else ever broached the subject