than for a quick thrill. But now it was a part of him. Who heâd become, or whoâd heâd always been.
âGod bless the pillheads,â Reese said.
âAmen,â Cole echoed.
He paid Reese more than he did the old people, but this was fair since it was Reese who had actually pointed out what a gold mine Cole was working in. Reese used to deal coke, but now was too scared of getting sent back to the pen; he said he did not care about the money anymore, as long as could keep Ruthie medicated and himself well stoned. He taught Cole how much the pills went for on the street, told him who was looking to buy.
âYou look like you havenât slept in days.â
âItâs been a while.â Reese yawned. âYou ought to think about changing your line of products. Youâd make a hell of a lot more with meth.â
âI only sell whatâs doctor-prescribed and FDA-approved.â
âFor fuckâs sake,â Reese said, rolling his eyes.
Cole did not try to explain that he actually liked the old people, and that he did not want to be mixing up chemicals and dealing with paranoid tweakers. Explaining all of that was like explaining why he didnât use drugs in the first place. âYouâre about the only dealer I know who doesnât use,â Reese had pointed out before. âI find that strange, son.â Cole had tried just about everything, but he liked reading about the drugs more than he liked taking them. Learning about their components, side effects, dosages. His mind retained the information easily, the way it did with scripture.
They cracked open beers and clinked the cans together, though they did not say what they were toasting to. Reese turned on the stereo and Johnny Cash confessed that he had fallen into a burning ring of fire. They talked about people they knew, whoâd been busted and who was getting divorced and whoâd been laid off.
Reese asked after Charlotte.
âSheâs all right.â
âBetter keep an eye on that one. I expect sheâs got a little taste for her own kind.â
Cole had heard it before. When Charlotte returned to Dove Creek, a swarm of rumors followed her, including that sheâd been a stripper at a lesbian club up in Cleveland. Cole didnât pry. Charlotte said what she liked best about him was that he knew how to keep his trap shut. She told him that she had worked in a tattoo shop and played drums in a band, and he didnât ask questions.
âShe ainât no bulldyke.â
Reese looked at him like he was slow in the head. âThereâs more than one kind.â
âShe likes what I give her,â Cole said testily. It was like this every time. He didnât know what he was doing here, drinking beer with an ex-con faggot, who as sure as they were sitting here would one day fall into his own burning ring of fire.
âAll right, simmer down.â Reese lit another cigarette. âWhat else is going on? Your granddaddy still living at home?â
âFor now. The family is itching to put him in the nursing home. I donât think my grandma wants to, but she wonât stand up to them.â He hesitated. âI wonder if Iâm doing him wrong, if I should move in and take care of him all the time, like you do Ruthie.â
âThatâs a bad idea.â
âHow come?â
âRuthie ainât a mean old preacher. Anyway, you better be moving them out of there instead of you moving in.â
âWhat for?â
âBefore that coal company blasts yâall out.â
âHell, youâd think nobody ever mined coal before in West Virginia, the way everybodyâs carrying on.â
âWell, from what they say ⦠You better go âfore you catch cancer or something.â
âI think thisâll do me in first,â Cole said, indicating the cigarette.
âLet me tell you something. I see the way Ruthieâs doing, and I
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