couldnât do anything that morning. The storm was so wild, we could barely open the door, never mind step out. But then around noon, the clouds broke apart and the world suddenly seemed clear and pure. Nothing but deep white powder and high blue skies.
I stood at the doorway looking up at the sky. Our boards were covered in snow. I pulled mine out and brushed it off.
âWhere are you going?â Hope asked.
âI donât know.â I looked at the endless hills and trees around us. âHe has to be out here somewhere. He couldnât just vanish.â
âSo, what? Youâre going to ride to the bottom of the mountain? Get help? Save everyone?â she said.
I looked behind Hope into the cabin. Dave was jabbing the buttons on the satellite phone, and Sam was standing over him, looking expectantly at the screen.
âI donât know what Iâm going to do,â I said. âBut Iâve got to do something.â
Hope disappeared from the doorway and came back a minute later in her jacket and snow pants.
âWell, a board is going to be useless here,â she said.
âWe can take the snowmobiles,â I said. I had only ever ridden on the back of a snowmobile. The idea of starting one up and driving it was a little frightening. I was superaware that a fall could have me tumbling and rolling down three hundred feet. With a big machine on top of me.
âWherever Bryce went, he went on foot.â I said. âHis board is here. The snowmobiles are here. So he couldnât have gone far.â
I looked at the empty landscape. The cabin was on a flat space. It was steep above and below.
Dave suddenly appeared at the doorway. âWhat are you guys doing?â
âWeâre going to go find Bryce,â Hope said. The keys were in the snowmobiles. She brushed the snow off the seat of one of them, sat down and turned the key. The snowmobile roared to life. Hope unhooked a helmet from the handlebar and pulled it over her tuque.
âYou know how to drive one of those?â Dave yelled over the roar.
âMy dad runs the lifts, remember? Iâve been driving these things since I was, like, ten.â
I brushed the snow off the other snowmobile, sat down and turned it on.
âWhere do we go first?â Hope asked.
I pointed straight ahead. âWe go out that way, straight on the flat area. Then I say we go up the hill a bit, around behind the cabin and then downhill a little. If he was walking, he couldnât have gone that far.â Dave looked from one snowmobile to the next and finally sat down behind me. I waited for his arms to come around my waist, but he had reached around behind him instead and held the emergency bar. I handed him a helmet. He brushed it off and put it on his head. Hope handed me the extra helmet from the storage beneath the seat of her snowmobile. It felt almost warm as I slipped it on my head.
âIf youâve been on these a lot before, why donât you go first?â I said.
âShouldnât we wait for Sam?â Dave asked.
I had seen the flash of the silver flask when Sam disappeared into the bathroom earlier. I had a feeling he wasnât coming with us.
âWeâll scout first, then come back and report to Sam,â I said.
Hope revved the engine and took off, shooting snow up behind her. I just stared at her until Dave whacked me on the shoulder.
âGo, man,â he said. I eased the throttle until we were moving forward. I knew I was being timid, but driving a snowmobile freaked me out. There was a ridge in the snow where the wind had been blowing hardest. I stayed on Hopeâs trail, though I couldnât see her any longer. We wound in and out of trees, up a few ridges where it took all I had to hold on, and then suddenly we turned up the hill. It was steep. Dave and I had to lean forward to keep from being tossed off. Hopeâs trail jackknifed back toward the cabin. We leaned into the
M. R. James, Darryl Jones